Place: Train
Time: 8 AM
Duration: 30 mins
Streak: 27 Days
Previous Streak: 34 (ended Nov 12)

Scripture — Psalm 36:2–6 (NIV)

2 In their own eyes they flatter themselves
too much to detect or hate their sin.
3 The words of their mouths are wicked and deceitful;
they fail to act wisely or do good.
4 Even on their beds they plot evil;
they commit themselves to a sinful course
and do not reject what is wrong.
5 Your love, LORD, reaches to the heavens,
your faithfulness to the skies.
6 Your righteousness is like the highest mountains,
your justice like the great deep.
You, Lord, preserve both people and animals.

Today’s Scripture spoke to me as I lay in bed. Sin creeps into our lives in many ways — sometimes knowingly, sometimes subconsciously. Over the past two days, I’ve been shown videos about how the devil preys on our weaknesses to lead us into sin.

It reminded me that the spiritual battle between good and evil is very real. There are forces on both sides constantly at work. I watched John Ramirez’s testimony on YouTube yesterday, where he shared his experiences, and it was eye-opening. I’ve had my own brushes with the spiritual world, but his testimony showed me there is a much darker side than what I personally experienced.

I once had a spirit latch onto me to deliver a message to her parents, telling them not to worry. This happened in Vietnam. She brought me close to a friend’s house and told me her tragic story. I wrote a note for the security guard to pass on to her family, and then she left. There’s much more to that incident, but I’ll leave it there for now.

We know the spiritual world exists.
We know the devil is always looking for ways to trip us up.
And we know Jesus protects those who believe in Him.

I’ve experienced that protection more times than I care to count. Looking back, there were moments when I tempted fate, and only in hindsight do I see how God’s hand was there, preventing things from turning out far worse.

Our God protects. As long as we rely on Him, He is always with us.

I had an early meeting today. I woke up, washed up, sent out a few tweets, and headed off. I did my sit on the train, and it turned out to be an interesting one.

My mind wandered a lot, but a big part of that wandering felt like God speaking to me. He knows the sin and darkness in my heart, and He is asking me to release it to Him. I wrestled with Him, telling Him I want to — but I don’t have the strength.

“Provide me the strength, Lord,” is a prayer I’ve said many times.

Still, I feel like I lack that strength. I pray that one day I will be able to surrender fully, and for now I commit this prayerfully to Him.

Yesterday I entered a coin called CALVIN. It pumped about 20% and then started tanking. I saw signs of weakness across the crypto market and decided I didn’t want to hold it overnight. I exited near breakeven. Today it’s down around 50%.

Thank you, God, for protecting me from that loss.

Another coin mentioned was SPSC. I also exited near my entry, and it later went up about 10%. I can’t predict the future, and overall, exiting both positions resulted in less loss than if I had held on.

I also sold NYAN after Phantom marked it as malicious and it disappeared from my wallet. There’s minimal activity on it now, so I think that was the right call.

I’m currently still holding NOTHING and watching to see if it moves. I’ll keep an eye out for new plays today if any come up. I also need to start practising more technical analysis — especially Fibonacci levels. The more skills I build, the stronger my conviction will be, and the better my chances in this market.

Nothing much has changed here. I’m still replying and posting for three projects: Space, Zama, and IXS Finance. I don’t expect to rank for any of them right now. I’m mainly observing how different posts perform and what drives views.

There’s also a chance I may be heading to Vietnam soon. If we can close a case, I’ll be making that trip. Putting that out there and waiting on confirmation.

Lord, I thank You for always being there for me.
I know what You are asking me to surrender. By writing this here, I hope it’s the first step toward acknowledging what I need to do.

Please grant me the strength to surrender all to You and to seek You with my whole heart. Help me not to be a lukewarm Christian, but to entrust myself fully to You — wholly, so that I may be holy.

I pray this in the name of Jesus, who loves me despite all my flaws.
Amen.

Alright then.
Thôi được rồi.

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Place: Train
Time: 8 AM
Duration: 30 mins
Streak: 27 Days
Previous Streak: 34 (ended Nov 12)

Scripture — Psalm 36:2–6 (NIV)

2 In their own eyes they flatter themselves
too much to detect or hate their sin.
3 The words of their mouths are wicked and deceitful;
they fail to act wisely or do good.
4 Even on their beds they plot evil;
they commit themselves to a sinful course
and do not reject what is wrong.
5 Your love, LORD, reaches to the heavens,
your faithfulness to the skies.
6 Your righteousness is like the highest mountains,
your justice like the great deep.
You, Lord, preserve both people and animals.

Today’s Scripture spoke to me as I lay in bed. Sin creeps into our lives in many ways — sometimes knowingly, sometimes subconsciously. Over the past two days, I’ve been shown videos about how the devil preys on our weaknesses to lead us into sin.

It reminded me that the spiritual battle between good and evil is very real. There are forces on both sides constantly at work. I watched John Ramirez’s testimony on YouTube yesterday, where he shared his experiences, and it was eye-opening. I’ve had my own brushes with the spiritual world, but his testimony showed me there is a much darker side than what I personally experienced.

I once had a spirit latch onto me to deliver a message to her parents, telling them not to worry. This happened in Vietnam. She brought me close to a friend’s house and told me her tragic story. I wrote a note for the security guard to pass on to her family, and then she left. There’s much more to that incident, but I’ll leave it there for now.

We know the spiritual world exists.
We know the devil is always looking for ways to trip us up.
And we know Jesus protects those who believe in Him.

I’ve experienced that protection more times than I care to count. Looking back, there were moments when I tempted fate, and only in hindsight do I see how God’s hand was there, preventing things from turning out far worse.

Our God protects. As long as we rely on Him, He is always with us.

I had an early meeting today. I woke up, washed up, sent out a few tweets, and headed off. I did my sit on the train, and it turned out to be an interesting one.

My mind wandered a lot, but a big part of that wandering felt like God speaking to me. He knows the sin and darkness in my heart, and He is asking me to release it to Him. I wrestled with Him, telling Him I want to — but I don’t have the strength.

“Provide me the strength, Lord,” is a prayer I’ve said many times.

Still, I feel like I lack that strength. I pray that one day I will be able to surrender fully, and for now I commit this prayerfully to Him.

Yesterday I entered a coin called CALVIN. It pumped about 20% and then started tanking. I saw signs of weakness across the crypto market and decided I didn’t want to hold it overnight. I exited near breakeven. Today it’s down around 50%.

Thank you, God, for protecting me from that loss.

Another coin mentioned was SPSC. I also exited near my entry, and it later went up about 10%. I can’t predict the future, and overall, exiting both positions resulted in less loss than if I had held on.

I also sold NYAN after Phantom marked it as malicious and it disappeared from my wallet. There’s minimal activity on it now, so I think that was the right call.

I’m currently still holding NOTHING and watching to see if it moves. I’ll keep an eye out for new plays today if any come up. I also need to start practising more technical analysis — especially Fibonacci levels. The more skills I build, the stronger my conviction will be, and the better my chances in this market.

Nothing much has changed here. I’m still replying and posting for three projects: Space, Zama, and IXS Finance. I don’t expect to rank for any of them right now. I’m mainly observing how different posts perform and what drives views.

There’s also a chance I may be heading to Vietnam soon. If we can close a case, I’ll be making that trip. Putting that out there and waiting on confirmation.

Lord, I thank You for always being there for me.
I know what You are asking me to surrender. By writing this here, I hope it’s the first step toward acknowledging what I need to do.

Please grant me the strength to surrender all to You and to seek You with my whole heart. Help me not to be a lukewarm Christian, but to entrust myself fully to You — wholly, so that I may be holy.

I pray this in the name of Jesus, who loves me despite all my flaws.
Amen.

Alright then.
Thôi được rồi.

If this spoke to your heart or encouraged you today, consider subscribing to follow along my journey of faith, meditation, rebuilding, and crypto — one day at a time. Your support means more than you know. ❤️