happy capricorn full moon! happy virgo season! happy november! ^_^ I’ve been writing this piece for a while. for a long time I was stuck on what I wanted this essay to be. I felt like it had to be perfect, strapping myself into expectations about my writing that don’t exist anywhere else except in my mind. in hindsight, none of that matters. anything and everything that has ever held me back has always been myself. and I think that’s the perfect prelude for this essay. this piece has a specia...