my heart actually hurts a deep, deep, slow, tightness. it's got a thick viscosity and lingers like cough syrup it spans over my rib cage, is it because i'm losing so much weight? there's a tightness at the top of my stomach but it's screaming for food at the same time my jaw is clenched i find my shoulders to be tense, at all times when i write i often stop breathing where does the fear come from? what is the fear of? why is it easier to speak the things i'm feeling t...