Everything-- is off. When I wake up from sleeping, it's like my orientation is totally off. I legitimately forget where I am. It feels like my avatar is being powered up. I have to look around a bit until it hits me where I am. My body feels heavy. All of the pain in waking life that I experience in my body all the sudden is felt. Um... I notice so many things now... things that I may have written off as merely coincidental. It's become less subtle. It sticks out like a sore thumb. Weird behavior of people, blackened eyes of others, it starts to feel like a game of sorts. Like a video game. How I say things... and suddenly it's on my phone. How I see things, and suddenly it's on YouTube. The days feel shorter. Time is increasing. Reality is in question.
