How I want you in my life

How I want,

To catch the star on the tip of your eyes,

When you wake up from a disdainful nightmare,

And put you in my arms because I know, sometimes, reality also can be tricky.

How I want,

To catch your breath in my nose, like we used to do, and let the carbon monoxide suffocate me slowly, anyway, that's how love works. Right?

How I want,

To gaze at the sun's reflection, spreading in your lips, when you talk to me about dreams we built from our ruins.

How I want,

To take your pain in my lap, in exchange for all these feelings, so you know even from the start, I only see the joy of loving you this much.

How I want you

To be in my life,

Because longing is never bad

Even for several lives ahead