Am I just stubborn and selfish? A lazy slacker, really. Everyone’s moving forward, and here I am, not fitting in. It just makes life hard.I want to learn from others, but if I don’t love something,I just can’t keep doing it. Finding balance with others… it’s hard, but I really want to enjoy everything, even the hard parts. But I still refuse to do what I don’t want to. I think I know what I need to do, but I’m just… stubborn and lazy, letting myself down. And I just laugh, “Really? Stubborn h...