Connecticut 10/10
id dreamt of driving through Connecticut, so when my best friend talked about Salem, Ma and seeing her kid in Jersey three times in one convo, it seemed as good an excuse as any to hit the road for a minivaca. we'd been planning one for ages and hadn’t seen each other in over four years, but i’d saved up. also, i dream weird and perhaps more weirdly, i follow them. she was all-in, so we booked flights. the Salem trip is it’s own dreamstory where i got lost differently but found myself. s...
Connecticut 10/10
id dreamt of driving through Connecticut, so when my best friend talked about Salem, Ma and seeing her kid in Jersey three times in one convo, it seemed as good an excuse as any to hit the road for a minivaca. we'd been planning one for ages and hadn’t seen each other in over four years, but i’d saved up. also, i dream weird and perhaps more weirdly, i follow them. she was all-in, so we booked flights. the Salem trip is it’s own dreamstory where i got lost differently but found myself. s...
ohmage to KOTA
for Kids of the Apocalypse “hodl pls” “Sk8bot… didn’t make it back. i don’t know what happened… he pushed me out so hard, so fast, i…” “shhhh, shhhh shhh… take a deep breath. i can’t understand you. you’re freaking out. where’s X? where’s Sk8bot?” “this wasn’t the plan.” “he gave me this and told me to hodl please.” they all stared down at Sk8bot’s hodl chip. the chip he would only pull out if he… “…oh god…” ~~~the Void “frozen, time… why is it cold? why am i so cold? i wasn’t designed to… oh...
ohmage to KOTA
for Kids of the Apocalypse “hodl pls” “Sk8bot… didn’t make it back. i don’t know what happened… he pushed me out so hard, so fast, i…” “shhhh, shhhh shhh… take a deep breath. i can’t understand you. you’re freaking out. where’s X? where’s Sk8bot?” “this wasn’t the plan.” “he gave me this and told me to hodl please.” they all stared down at Sk8bot’s hodl chip. the chip he would only pull out if he… “…oh god…” ~~~the Void “frozen, time… why is it cold? why am i so cold? i wasn’t designed to… oh...
how George Watsky Unbroke My Heart- Draft 1, Chapter 1
How George Watsky Unbroke My Heart I’m not sure if you’re aware, but George Watsky is a wizard. You may think I’m being facetious, but I’m not. George has this inexplicable ability to alchemize dictionaries into lyrics that break me whole. His music builds words into worlds. What is that if not magic? My youngest kid introduced me to his music around 2014. More than just a pale kid who rapped fast, George was Nietzsche-level smart. I admit, I was entranced. My youngest kid was eleven at the t...
how George Watsky Unbroke My Heart- Draft 1, Chapter 1
How George Watsky Unbroke My Heart I’m not sure if you’re aware, but George Watsky is a wizard. You may think I’m being facetious, but I’m not. George has this inexplicable ability to alchemize dictionaries into lyrics that break me whole. His music builds words into worlds. What is that if not magic? My youngest kid introduced me to his music around 2014. More than just a pale kid who rapped fast, George was Nietzsche-level smart. I admit, I was entranced. My youngest kid was eleven at the t...
a Tail of Two Jagwars: draft, chapter 3
A Tail of Two Jagwars You’re probably aware by now that music moves me deeply. It always has, as I think it does for most people. Nietzsche stated “Without music, life would be a mistake.” Music touches me deeply because I have musicophilia, or at least that’s the only way I can explain it exactly. There’s always music playing in my head, even when I dream lucidly. I naturally rhyme a lot when I talk which got me into tons of trouble and fun as a kid. Not always. That disconnection factor com...
a Tail of Two Jagwars: draft, chapter 3
A Tail of Two Jagwars You’re probably aware by now that music moves me deeply. It always has, as I think it does for most people. Nietzsche stated “Without music, life would be a mistake.” Music touches me deeply because I have musicophilia, or at least that’s the only way I can explain it exactly. There’s always music playing in my head, even when I dream lucidly. I naturally rhyme a lot when I talk which got me into tons of trouble and fun as a kid. Not always. That disconnection factor com...
quantum flow
consider physiological, cognitive & temporal dissonance & their cumulative effects on mind, body, soul. our greatest sickness is our continuous cycles of division. we are cause & cure. we assume this is what we’re here for: a lather rinse & repeat of clock in clock out to someone else’s dream… or nightmare. our thoughts shape reality, though we’re told who we have to be to survive here in this collectively misshapen tragicomedy. we’re indoctrinated with war & systems that break who we are. we...
quantum flow
consider physiological, cognitive & temporal dissonance & their cumulative effects on mind, body, soul. our greatest sickness is our continuous cycles of division. we are cause & cure. we assume this is what we’re here for: a lather rinse & repeat of clock in clock out to someone else’s dream… or nightmare. our thoughts shape reality, though we’re told who we have to be to survive here in this collectively misshapen tragicomedy. we’re indoctrinated with war & systems that break who we are. we...
