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Couldn't stop crying all day today, as I'm getting back on the road, and I must tear Cozy and myself away from my mom, dad and a few siblings tomorrow. I feel sick to my stomach. I am so fortunate to have such a loving family.

i found an oldie but goodie little megan michelle cover on my old drive! forgive the macbook sound this was 2010s-ish it was all i had to work with. i love this cover.

cozy has gained weight. it's adorable.

i was really nervous to move into the van those years ago. i felt an overwhelming uncertainty and doubt. i didn't grow up a camper/ RV-er. but i just felt like it would fit me somehow. i remember no one around me believed i would stick with it. they thought i'd give up after 6 months. but now it's been years, and everyone asks if i want to stop, and i say no. now they believe me. i am happy with these little square feet. over time it just feels deep and wide, like my own mind. it's a moving tree house of my mind. every now and then i see artsy craftsy things, and i want to have a studio. and i want to decorate and design a house with the artsy craftsy things. i have a lot of nesting-energy. but that is tempered when i just spend time outside instead, or work with my hands. maybe one day i will be able to make my own studio with my own two hands. for now, it's enough. it's raining, and i'm safe from the rain. and cozy is safe from the rain too. it's enough. and i'm real grateful to be warm and dry.

it's easy to believe you don't matter if you aren't making money or have a cool job or you aren't married/ have kids. but it's not true. you matter even if you have nothing.

people are hiring people to corral AI agents. but the truth is all of the internet is going to be a spam box of AI. similar to the way we relate with our email, no one is going to trust any marketing or interaction. Any smart person hiring right now should be hiring for people who understand this.

yes, this is true. online less. real life more. the best online now will be the online that facilities real life. everyone is already sick of "Agentic-nothingness."

it's all gonna be alright. eventually.

I hate the word interoperable cause it’s not interoperable.

Merry Christmas late from cozy

Praying this prayer hard hard hard hard.

It’s the end of the world as we know it.

More of my dry stone masonry life.