one of the funny little things i think i developed from growing up poor/being poor is the ability to just have fun. like, with nothing.
or not really have fun, maybe that's not the right words, but just... it's this weird acceptance that sometimes some things are just gonna fucking sink and suck but other things can still be buoyant and beautiful and u don't have to get them tangled up and it's easier if u don't anyway... being a mirthful idler, i guess.
all this crap gets really complicated and annoying and old sometimes and what i do when this happens is i take out my phone and i open my downloads folder and i look at all the mfers et al. that i've rcs'd over the years; it's an immediate morale boost 🌞
"we must not forget that it is not a thing that lends significance to a moment; it is the moment that lends significance to things."
abraham joshua heschel
had one of those late-night urges to make a new sourdough fren
her name is hildegard and she has been blessed with the yeast of a local wild blueberry 💚
~ first 🌼 ~
i don’t know why i rise
only that i’m pulled up by
warmth
the dark unbuttons
and i press through
seeking nothing but
the taste of light
on the inside of my closed mouth
- 23 apr '25
