What i like about farcaster is i can just say things here and it not get as much attention as X.
Idek if i feel better after saying/ facing the reality that I may loose my housing.
I try to be delusional but its hard and feels selfish to my son.
This all probably feels 10x worse because of my hormones.
I just wanted to build something to really help people. To give them a place to feel seen, to offload shame, to feel heard.
And i did. The app has had over 40k user sessions and 2.1k email account sign ups.
But vibe coding is great for MVPs and a pain for scaling.
Im going to go to the gym and cry in the sauna and then im going to focus on reaching out to sponsors.
I cant see myself giving up at this point, in going to ride it out but i wish i had a little more joy.
Building crash out diary has been by far one of the hardest things ive ever done. And i stand to lose everything I own in the process.
I held off for a while but Im sure i’ll be looking for a job extremely soon.
I realize that I always freeze up after a big launch, especially one that I did not expect to be big because I find that I have to show up differently.
For instance, the reason why I was able to build crash out diary is because I experimented and had fun building.
Now I feel like I shouldn’t talk about my other builds. 😭
but ultimately, this is a learning opportunity on how to to stay true to my essence and try my best to find a balance.
