She wants to buy a pair of shoes. High heels should be used to make up for the short legs; Also comfortable, have to support a whole day of jumping up and down; Of course, good-looking is also necessary. I went to seven or eight shopping malls and tried hundreds of pairs, but none of them met the standard. Comfortable and high heels are stupid; Beautiful and comfortable, not high enough; High heels are beautiful. They stagger after three steps. Frustrated and lazy, I suddenly saw a pair of beautiful camel colored shoes with waterproof platform and seven centimeter heels, but they are light and gentle. They walk on the ground after wearing them. For the first time in her life, her heart beat faster for a pair of shoes. She couldn't wait to call the clerk. When she asked for the price, she was silly. 6688, the number of tejili, but it was completely beyond her bearing range. Silently put down the shoes, she came home, thinking about the shoes while making an activity planning plan. It's really expensive, she thought, but she really likes it. After planning, she sent it to the client. The other party quickly replied: it suits my heart. She smiled. The thought that the man opened this non urgent plan for the first time in his busy schedule filled me with ethereal warmth. This is their third cooperation. The first two times were all happy. When he got her first plan, he handed it to his assistant and said, look, this is planning. When he went to the office, he painted a few tall paintings on the wall, which were not elegant. The first time he went to the office, she painted a few tall paintings on the wall. They discussed upcoming events, their vision for the future of the industry, and art. Very high. He speaks in an orderly manner and has a calm and wise mind beyond his age. For a moment, she felt funny. That young face like a college student was really inconsistent with the wisdom hidden underneath. Before leaving, she pointed to the group photo of the leaders on the corridor wall and joked that your photos and conversation were not right. He smiled: I hate my face. Sometimes I really want to draw some crow's feet. She added his wechat after she went back. Looking through his circle of friends, I increasingly feel that the man's mental taste is very good. The next morning, she saw him praise a circle of friends message she sent six months ago. Maybe some things are indeed mutual. Such as appreciation, recognition, attention and admiration. Later, in the activity, she looked at him from a distance, like a cat looking at the swaying goldfish in the fish tank. He also looked at her frequently and smiled at her from a distance. The heart can't stop from then on. A door opened, and a mass of thoughts flew out, soft and dreamy. Soon there was a second cooperation, and she went to his office for the second time. Knocking on the door, he saw her, his eyes suddenly brightened, the corners of his mouth immediately smiled and said, "it's you." She looked at him and felt very close to him. She had met so many men, but it was the first time she had such a feeling. When she went back that day, she received a notice that her visa to study in Japan came down. She was at a loss for a moment. Prepared for so long and looked forward to so long, I really got it, but there was a faint loss in my heart, and everywhere I went was his shadow. She opened wechat, opened his avatar, wanted to say something several times, and finally gave up. The day after she saw the 6688 shoes, she saw him again. A large table of people ate together, and his eyes floated from time to time. As soon as I met her, I quickly floated away. After dinner, he took her home. The moment she got into his car, she had a strong impulse to say something. Just as I was about to speak, I suddenly saw some big photos on the back seat. In the dim light, it was a graceful woman. He said casually, it's my wedding photo. I'm getting married next month. She was surprised and stopped for a while before whispering, "Oh.". He nodded slightly and said softly, "well." It's like answering her question or telling her a decision. All the possibilities, in such a "Oh" and "um", end. Late that night, he wrote an article in his circle of friends entitled "there are always some thrilling regrets in life", and added that he was cruel and pretended not to see the perfection. She transferred the article. He praised her at 1 a.m. The next day, she went to see the shoes again. The salesgirl repeatedly advised: "it's really exquisite shoes. It's really suitable for you." She said I know, but it's too expensive. It's not that I can't afford 6688 yuan, but there are other expenses in life. It's unreasonable to spend such a large amount of money on a pair of shoes. Walking out of the shop, she remembered his words. Yes, sometimes you have to refuse, no matter how well you know its perfection, no matter how much you want it. Because life needs more than a pair of shoes. Life needs more than one love. Reality makes people rational, and reason makes people cowardly. She did not dare to clear away her years of hard work, bravely left the preset track and put all her eggs on an unknown perfection. He didn't dare to think about it. I also know the difficulty of looking for thousands of rivers and mountains and the value of meeting golden wind and jade dew. But she is not a local tyrant, and her life is not rich enough to afford this pair of too expensive shoes and this too expensive love. Today can be willful and crazy, but tomorrow with empty pockets, who will pay for you? There are too many involuntarily in life. Too often, in the face of the beauty that suits your heart, you seem to have the right to choose, but you can only be cruel and put it down. What can be done is to write down the thrilling regret silently.