There are times in life where you are stuck, not in life itself because it’s always ongoing, but in the ideology you believes in the whole life. You keep working and supporting your family but the mind is static and circling around in the same place as yesterday, the day before… I am 2/5th of my life stage where I have experienced and suffered and enjoyed enough to stop and ponder. Meditating from different angles. Do you have my own systematic frame of thinking and reasoning? Am I happy now?...