I am happy. I firmly believe that I am happy, as always. Why not be happy? I really can't find a reason for unhappiness. I really can't explain what happiness is. I've never tried to understand what happiness is. It's not that I don't have a thirst for knowledge. It's because I'm worried and afraid. When I understand what happiness is, when I know how others define happiness, I can't help following others' direction and moving towards the opposite of my own happiness. I guess all unhappiness comes from the absurd conclusion of comparison. Unhappiness comes when one kind of happiness has to be compared with another and must be distinguished between death and life. However, happiness is really just their own thing. Everyone's happiness is different and there is no analogy. I don't want to believe the famous quote of old Mr. Tolstoy: happy families are the same, but unhappy families are different. How can my happiness be the same or similar to that of others? Whether happiness requires a standard. How can my standard of happiness be the same or similar to that of others? Once you measure your happiness by others' standards, your unhappiness begins. In order to finish this article, I have to learn the meaning of happiness at the age of 44. After consulting some materials, the standard concept of happiness given by ethics is: in the social practice of creating living conditions, people get personality satisfaction due to the realization of individual, collective and even human goals, ideals and just public welfare undertakings, which is called happiness. Trouble, I was very comfortable and happy. As soon as I saw this definition, I was frightened and found that I was small. It turned out that the meaning of happiness was so great, even a little unattainable. Suddenly facing me in the mirror, I asked myself: Are you really happy? No, I have to check. Chinese Happiness Theory (of course, I don't know when we have such a knowledge in China. I haven't heard of it) believes that happiness is the feeling of people's desire when they are satisfied or partially satisfied. It is a kind of spiritual pleasure. This explanation is much simpler. At least he told me that happiness is a kind of spiritual pleasure. In other words, as long as I am mentally happy, whatever I do, I will be happy anyway. However, this definition emphasizes "the feeling of craving when being satisfied or partially satisfied". What if I don't crave? I'll be unhappy if I stay at home all day and do nothing? How happy! Also, is it unhappy if the desire is not satisfied or partially satisfied? As long as you don't care about the result, can you be happy? So, after consulting some information, I was confused and suddenly had a feeling of less happiness. Something's wrong. No, I can't be led by the theory of others. I'd better think about my happiness. I clearly remember that when I was five years old, I had a dollar and twenty cents. At that age, huge sums of money were all wool tickets and cents. They were all in my pocket. Complacent. When I went out to play and came back, I lost my money and only had two points left. It was like a bolt from the blue and naturally I cried. My grandfather saw this and asked me: "Cry, can you cry the money back?" I was stunned. Grandpa: "if I can cry my money back, I'll cry with you." I shook my head. Of course I knew that money couldn't come back. Grandpa: "then why are you crying?" I stared at grandpa with wide eyes. Grandpa: "it's terrible to lose money. It's worse to cry." I stopped crying and finally realized that I did lose money, but I can't lose my happiness. I grew up under the influence of my grandfather. Therefore, sometimes I don't understand some behaviors of others. I don't understand why it's frustrating to be in the 10th place. No one can prove that the 1st place must have more knowledge than the 10th place; I don't understand why it's a shame to be admitted to an ordinary university. No one can guarantee that students from key universities will do better than those from ordinary universities after graduation; I don't understand. What's so sad about driving a 100000 yuan car? The speed limit in the city is 80 kilometers; I don't understand. What's so sad about a low position? It's still a big responsibility to be a senior official; I don't understand. There's nothing painful about saving less. At least I've seen a young man spend all his 60000 yuan to buy a ring for his sweetheart. Can a billionaire do it? I mean out of pocket. It's not that I deceived myself or others. In the information I consulted, there is a sentence that moved me: happiness is temporary. No happiness is eternal, that is to say, happiness is like a slippery ball, which will slip away if you are not careful, but you can catch it if you run not far away with a little care. The most important thing is whether you believe that happiness is in front of you. Everything in front of me is happiness.

I am happy. I firmly believe that I am happy, as always. Why not be happy? I really can't find a reason for unhappiness. I really can't explain what happiness is. I've never tried to understand what happiness is. It's not that I don't have a thirst for knowledge. It's because I'm worried and afraid. When I understand what happiness is, when I know how others define happiness, I can't help following others' direction and moving towards the opposite of my own happiness. I guess all unhappiness comes from the absurd conclusion of comparison. Unhappiness comes when one kind of happiness has to be compared with another and must be distinguished between death and life. However, happiness is really just their own thing. Everyone's happiness is different and there is no analogy. I don't want to believe the famous quote of old Mr. Tolstoy: happy families are the same, but unhappy families are different. How can my happiness be the same or similar to that of others? Whether happiness requires a standard. How can my standard of happiness be the same or similar to that of others? Once you measure your happiness by others' standards, your unhappiness begins. In order to finish this article, I have to learn the meaning of happiness at the age of 44. After consulting some materials, the standard concept of happiness given by ethics is: in the social practice of creating living conditions, people get personality satisfaction due to the realization of individual, collective and even human goals, ideals and just public welfare undertakings, which is called happiness. Trouble, I was very comfortable and happy. As soon as I saw this definition, I was frightened and found that I was small. It turned out that the meaning of happiness was so great, even a little unattainable. Suddenly facing me in the mirror, I asked myself: Are you really happy? No, I have to check. Chinese Happiness Theory (of course, I don't know when we have such a knowledge in China. I haven't heard of it) believes that happiness is the feeling of people's desire when they are satisfied or partially satisfied. It is a kind of spiritual pleasure. This explanation is much simpler. At least he told me that happiness is a kind of spiritual pleasure. In other words, as long as I am mentally happy, whatever I do, I will be happy anyway. However, this definition emphasizes "the feeling of craving when being satisfied or partially satisfied". What if I don't crave? I'll be unhappy if I stay at home all day and do nothing? How happy! Also, is it unhappy if the desire is not satisfied or partially satisfied? As long as you don't care about the result, can you be happy? So, after consulting some information, I was confused and suddenly had a feeling of less happiness. Something's wrong. No, I can't be led by the theory of others. I'd better think about my happiness. I clearly remember that when I was five years old, I had a dollar and twenty cents. At that age, huge sums of money were all wool tickets and cents. They were all in my pocket. Complacent. When I went out to play and came back, I lost my money and only had two points left. It was like a bolt from the blue and naturally I cried. My grandfather saw this and asked me: "Cry, can you cry the money back?" I was stunned. Grandpa: "if I can cry my money back, I'll cry with you." I shook my head. Of course I knew that money couldn't come back. Grandpa: "then why are you crying?" I stared at grandpa with wide eyes. Grandpa: "it's terrible to lose money. It's worse to cry." I stopped crying and finally realized that I did lose money, but I can't lose my happiness. I grew up under the influence of my grandfather. Therefore, sometimes I don't understand some behaviors of others. I don't understand why it's frustrating to be in the 10th place. No one can prove that the 1st place must have more knowledge than the 10th place; I don't understand why it's a shame to be admitted to an ordinary university. No one can guarantee that students from key universities will do better than those from ordinary universities after graduation; I don't understand. What's so sad about driving a 100000 yuan car? The speed limit in the city is 80 kilometers; I don't understand. What's so sad about a low position? It's still a big responsibility to be a senior official; I don't understand. There's nothing painful about saving less. At least I've seen a young man spend all his 60000 yuan to buy a ring for his sweetheart. Can a billionaire do it? I mean out of pocket. It's not that I deceived myself or others. In the information I consulted, there is a sentence that moved me: happiness is temporary. No happiness is eternal, that is to say, happiness is like a slippery ball, which will slip away if you are not careful, but you can catch it if you run not far away with a little care. The most important thing is whether you believe that happiness is in front of you. Everything in front of me is happiness.