Little did I know. 10 years after this. 10 years of being mercilessly bullied. 10 years alone. 10 years broken. I would drink myself almost to death for 20 years. 30 years lost. How do you come back from a life never lived? How do you start again? Start again with your life almost over and nothing done? Nothing started, nothing finished. A brand new life. But your body is falling apart. Alone. Not a friend in site. No support. No love, except the love for myself. And silence. The endless blue...