When I was at school, my father often said, "reading books is getting thinner and thinner." At that time, I didn't understand. The thick textbook pages were marked as the focus of the exam by the teacher. Every little knowledge point had to be memorized. How could it be thin? The more I looked, the bigger I looked. After graduating from college and working now, I forget all my books before I realize what I really learned. In fact, it has already penetrated into my intuition, that is, the inspiration of brainstorm in every meeting, or the response plan to be decided in three seconds in an emergency. Looking back on the books I read in the past, I realized my father's truth that "the thinner I see", and glancing at the bookshelves, those books can always reflect a sentence or the most impressive plot in my mind, and even don't need any reminder. When sitting in a daze on the bus, the words in a book will pop up inadvertently. For example, on the way to work, I suddenly remembered Liao Yimei's "living a clumsy life like me". There is a sentence in the book, "When I was young, I didn't know what kind of life I wanted to live, but I always knew clearly what kind of life I didn't want to live. Those predictable, weighed and calculated secular lives didn't appeal to me. What I wanted was to see the miracle of life." It has brought a lot of courage, but also let me move forward more firmly in the night. I didn't finish reading all this book at first. I need enough elegance and calm mood to absorb the real works of literary and artistic young women. Every day after work, I am tired of reading, and I can only read funny jokes on micro-blog or make complaints about Tucao posts. I feel more tired when I open this carefully arranged book with colorful pages and exquisite whispering confession. I have read her "soft" before, which is a collection of several plays that have made her popular. That shocked me who had never been in touch with drama, real literature and art, real creativity and real plot tension. I'm glad that when I read her book after reading her work and returned to the script, the parts I didn't understand gradually became clear. I think all writers, even novelists who make up stories, are actually revealing themselves in every sentence. People who can write have a natural desire to talk. Liao Yimei is the best example. She frankly said that when she was young, she was always making wrong decisions, whether it was marriage or choosing a career. Although it can not reach the realm of literary and artistic youth, it is inevitable to be touched by this sentence. Who hasn't made the wrong decision? It is precisely because you have done the right thing and the more you do it right that you will be seen as an incomparable mistake by others when you say goodbye and overthrow ruthlessly. But if you are not happy, if you know that the right thing at the moment is not what you want, why not jump out? How could she gladly go to the office for the sake of false money? Knowing that this was not what she wanted, she decided to leave. Later, fortunately, she found her own coordinates and self-worth in the script creation. If things are really as simple as those written above, it will be a beautiful era when everyone can make their dreams come true. Unfortunately, most people stop looking on the way. The desserts did accounting, the divers did finance, and the writers did financial analysis. Last night, I revisited the films "guess the train" and "clockwork orange". I was thinking about how British directors and novelists did it. They didn't experience it, but they were able to write this story full of youth and violence aesthetics. It seems vulgar sentences, three-dimensional ordinary but also typical characters. The social implication behind it still seems to be profound today. Perhaps it is precisely because they have found their own coordinates and happily do what they like. Only at that time, God will attach himself to your hands, let the people who love writing create handed down novels, let the people who love music make classics, and let the people who love running break records with their legs in the air. You have to keep trying different things, find the same thing you like, and then do it all the time. There is always a miracle waiting for you to bring to the world. It may be in those stupid things that others think are "useless": for example, being good at telling stories, painting, manicure, high jump, making friends Resolutely leave what you don't want. The biggest concern is the eyes of others and the losses faced. The moment you step out, you will have nothing and start from scratch. Those "others" kindly tell you, "life is like this. You can't be spontaneous. Don't be so subjective. Always think about whether you are happy or not. Just do what you don't like and become a habit one day." Therefore, a person with a lot of words and a lot of ideas and enthusiasm in his head began to beat the keyboard in the small grid every day. When the time came, he found that he had been silent for a long time and did things according to the rules, so that he no longer had the original vitality and creativity. He watched his dream leave before his eyes and returned to the numb life he had been used to with frustration and helplessness. No one is responsible for you. Those "others" who have advised you just smile and say, "I didn't force you to do this at the beginning, but you chose it yourself. Don't blame me." Some people go to Europe and come back confused. They are also young people with no money, no background and no future, but they have a good time. They volunteer every other year and travel around the world. Some people are terrified to find that they live with the same mentality as their parents at the age of 20, and they always feel hopeless at the end of their lives. Someone shook his head deeply. China's world-class artists couldn't get out. Everyone was surrounded by house prices, marriage and pension. Liao Yimei has made the answer. Maybe you have always made wrong and untimely decisions in other people's eyes in your life. You travel when others read, you volunteer when others make money, and you write scripts when others get married. What are you worried about? There is someone in the world who lives like you. When you are young, you don't know what you want. Life is normal, so you continue to experience it. When you feel pain, you know what you don't want, so do another thing, that's all. After the age of 30, even if you need to pay for the previous young madness, it's better to live in endless regret for not having a crazy 20 years for at least 70 years after the age of 30. It's true. Who can blame you for not choosing the life you want when you have a choice? You deserve the pain because you are not brave; When you don't have a choice, accept it generously. Anyway, there's no other way. It's about your mentality. At the age of 20, you choose to take a risk for your dream. Even if you don't succeed, you have to run around in order to survive after 30. Who says you will be unhappy at that time? Who has the right to accuse you of "right" and "wrong"? All idealists with sad hearts, all pessimists with hope, if you are doing something you don't like and hesitate for a long time, and others tell you that "leaving is an unwise decision", make a cup of tea tonight and read "living awkwardly like me" to find the answer. What I read is: only you are the creator of your own story.

When I was at school, my father often said, "reading books is getting thinner and thinner." At that time, I didn't understand. The thick textbook pages were marked as the focus of the exam by the teacher. Every little knowledge point had to be memorized. How could it be thin? The more I looked, the bigger I looked. After graduating from college and working now, I forget all my books before I realize what I really learned. In fact, it has already penetrated into my intuition, that is, the inspiration of brainstorm in every meeting, or the response plan to be decided in three seconds in an emergency. Looking back on the books I read in the past, I realized my father's truth that "the thinner I see", and glancing at the bookshelves, those books can always reflect a sentence or the most impressive plot in my mind, and even don't need any reminder. When sitting in a daze on the bus, the words in a book will pop up inadvertently. For example, on the way to work, I suddenly remembered Liao Yimei's "living a clumsy life like me". There is a sentence in the book, "When I was young, I didn't know what kind of life I wanted to live, but I always knew clearly what kind of life I didn't want to live. Those predictable, weighed and calculated secular lives didn't appeal to me. What I wanted was to see the miracle of life." It has brought a lot of courage, but also let me move forward more firmly in the night. I didn't finish reading all this book at first. I need enough elegance and calm mood to absorb the real works of literary and artistic young women. Every day after work, I am tired of reading, and I can only read funny jokes on micro-blog or make complaints about Tucao posts. I feel more tired when I open this carefully arranged book with colorful pages and exquisite whispering confession. I have read her "soft" before, which is a collection of several plays that have made her popular. That shocked me who had never been in touch with drama, real literature and art, real creativity and real plot tension. I'm glad that when I read her book after reading her work and returned to the script, the parts I didn't understand gradually became clear. I think all writers, even novelists who make up stories, are actually revealing themselves in every sentence. People who can write have a natural desire to talk. Liao Yimei is the best example. She frankly said that when she was young, she was always making wrong decisions, whether it was marriage or choosing a career. Although it can not reach the realm of literary and artistic youth, it is inevitable to be touched by this sentence. Who hasn't made the wrong decision? It is precisely because you have done the right thing and the more you do it right that you will be seen as an incomparable mistake by others when you say goodbye and overthrow ruthlessly. But if you are not happy, if you know that the right thing at the moment is not what you want, why not jump out? How could she gladly go to the office for the sake of false money? Knowing that this was not what she wanted, she decided to leave. Later, fortunately, she found her own coordinates and self-worth in the script creation. If things are really as simple as those written above, it will be a beautiful era when everyone can make their dreams come true. Unfortunately, most people stop looking on the way. The desserts did accounting, the divers did finance, and the writers did financial analysis. Last night, I revisited the films "guess the train" and "clockwork orange". I was thinking about how British directors and novelists did it. They didn't experience it, but they were able to write this story full of youth and violence aesthetics. It seems vulgar sentences, three-dimensional ordinary but also typical characters. The social implication behind it still seems to be profound today. Perhaps it is precisely because they have found their own coordinates and happily do what they like. Only at that time, God will attach himself to your hands, let the people who love writing create handed down novels, let the people who love music make classics, and let the people who love running break records with their legs in the air. You have to keep trying different things, find the same thing you like, and then do it all the time. There is always a miracle waiting for you to bring to the world. It may be in those stupid things that others think are "useless": for example, being good at telling stories, painting, manicure, high jump, making friends Resolutely leave what you don't want. The biggest concern is the eyes of others and the losses faced. The moment you step out, you will have nothing and start from scratch. Those "others" kindly tell you, "life is like this. You can't be spontaneous. Don't be so subjective. Always think about whether you are happy or not. Just do what you don't like and become a habit one day." Therefore, a person with a lot of words and a lot of ideas and enthusiasm in his head began to beat the keyboard in the small grid every day. When the time came, he found that he had been silent for a long time and did things according to the rules, so that he no longer had the original vitality and creativity. He watched his dream leave before his eyes and returned to the numb life he had been used to with frustration and helplessness. No one is responsible for you. Those "others" who have advised you just smile and say, "I didn't force you to do this at the beginning, but you chose it yourself. Don't blame me." Some people go to Europe and come back confused. They are also young people with no money, no background and no future, but they have a good time. They volunteer every other year and travel around the world. Some people are terrified to find that they live with the same mentality as their parents at the age of 20, and they always feel hopeless at the end of their lives. Someone shook his head deeply. China's world-class artists couldn't get out. Everyone was surrounded by house prices, marriage and pension. Liao Yimei has made the answer. Maybe you have always made wrong and untimely decisions in other people's eyes in your life. You travel when others read, you volunteer when others make money, and you write scripts when others get married. What are you worried about? There is someone in the world who lives like you. When you are young, you don't know what you want. Life is normal, so you continue to experience it. When you feel pain, you know what you don't want, so do another thing, that's all. After the age of 30, even if you need to pay for the previous young madness, it's better to live in endless regret for not having a crazy 20 years for at least 70 years after the age of 30. It's true. Who can blame you for not choosing the life you want when you have a choice? You deserve the pain because you are not brave; When you don't have a choice, accept it generously. Anyway, there's no other way. It's about your mentality. At the age of 20, you choose to take a risk for your dream. Even if you don't succeed, you have to run around in order to survive after 30. Who says you will be unhappy at that time? Who has the right to accuse you of "right" and "wrong"? All idealists with sad hearts, all pessimists with hope, if you are doing something you don't like and hesitate for a long time, and others tell you that "leaving is an unwise decision", make a cup of tea tonight and read "living awkwardly like me" to find the answer. What I read is: only you are the creator of your own story.