I don't feel well today. Cancelled all the arrangements for the day first thing in the morning with guilt, can barely do anything. But I’m not that sick either, just a slightly stuffy nose and sore throat. What’s wrong?

I feel blue. Maybe it’s the market downturn after the merge. Yet I’ve expected this to happen because the best-case scenario when merge is done, is only for everyone to feel nothing. Even a boring narrative about POS censorship risk can hurt the sentiment.

I feel blue. Maybe it’s the semi-fight in the DAO yesterday that makes me feel powerless. I’m not an influencer and the social stress is too much for me. But I don’t think it’s really it, I don’t care that much about it.

I feel blue. Maybe it’s Ginny? She ran straight to the founder and talked shit about me after I confronted her about something and I’ve always wanted her to die. But it’s been 6 months. Since I stopped to care about the job that much, I don’t really hate her anymore.

I feel blue. Maybe I got burnout again? A 2-day weekend is really not enough for me and I don’t fancy the fact that I have to work for 5 days starting tomorrow. But actually I just finished a proposal yesterday and kind of can’t wait to push it out.

I feel blue. Maybe it’s the back pain? But I always have this issue, and since the series of therapy it’s been better. And I found it’s some food I ate which caused the pain and I’ve stopped intaking it.

So what’s wrong? I really don’t know. Hope I can survive this time. https://opensea.io/assets/ethereum/0x495f947276749ce646f68ac8c248420045cb7b5e/19289043477987981042814920477202086135675567400894939442083619854029338705921/

I don't feel well today. Cancelled all the arrangements for the day first thing in the morning with guilt, can barely do anything. But I’m not that sick either, just a slightly stuffy nose and sore throat. What’s wrong?

I feel blue. Maybe it’s the market downturn after the merge. Yet I’ve expected this to happen because the best-case scenario when merge is done, is only for everyone to feel nothing. Even a boring narrative about POS censorship risk can hurt the sentiment.

I feel blue. Maybe it’s the semi-fight in the DAO yesterday that makes me feel powerless. I’m not an influencer and the social stress is too much for me. But I don’t think it’s really it, I don’t care that much about it.

I feel blue. Maybe it’s Ginny? She ran straight to the founder and talked shit about me after I confronted her about something and I’ve always wanted her to die. But it’s been 6 months. Since I stopped to care about the job that much, I don’t really hate her anymore.

I feel blue. Maybe I got burnout again? A 2-day weekend is really not enough for me and I don’t fancy the fact that I have to work for 5 days starting tomorrow. But actually I just finished a proposal yesterday and kind of can’t wait to push it out.

I feel blue. Maybe it’s the back pain? But I always have this issue, and since the series of therapy it’s been better. And I found it’s some food I ate which caused the pain and I’ve stopped intaking it.

So what’s wrong? I really don’t know. Hope I can survive this time. https://opensea.io/assets/ethereum/0x495f947276749ce646f68ac8c248420045cb7b5e/19289043477987981042814920477202086135675567400894939442083619854029338705921/