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I took SAMe today. Sometimes it works like a charm, just like today. I’m almost not depressed. I work with passion, and it hasn’t been like this for a while. I quickly deal with many tasks and challenges and I do well.
I was upset yesterday for all these slacker colleagues who take advantage of unlimited PTO and at the same time resent myself for not treating myself better and doing the same, also despise myself for not being good enough to change it.
But I talked to the other co-founder today, not my manager, the co-founder. I touch on lightly about how some team members simply say they are doing semi holiday for a month and I was wondering where it comes from, he was like, what? really?
So he does care, he just didn’t notice! He thanked me for telling him about this and he asked me for suggestions, and he took them. I also helped update the holiday policy draft and advised him how to talk to the team with a soft approach.
I think I just need this recognition, nothing more.

I took SAMe today. Sometimes it works like a charm, just like today. I’m almost not depressed. I work with passion, and it hasn’t been like this for a while. I quickly deal with many tasks and challenges and I do well.
I was upset yesterday for all these slacker colleagues who take advantage of unlimited PTO and at the same time resent myself for not treating myself better and doing the same, also despise myself for not being good enough to change it.
But I talked to the other co-founder today, not my manager, the co-founder. I touch on lightly about how some team members simply say they are doing semi holiday for a month and I was wondering where it comes from, he was like, what? really?
So he does care, he just didn’t notice! He thanked me for telling him about this and he asked me for suggestions, and he took them. I also helped update the holiday policy draft and advised him how to talk to the team with a soft approach.
I think I just need this recognition, nothing more.
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