Look at the problem without needed a solution. What are the gaps in my understanding on knowing it's about the problem?

I am so entertained but the sea of thoughts. my own and others. it can really send me to so many places that will entertain me for hours to years. i know i don't need to do too much to be successful but still the amount of time i wasted being entertained and seeking praise.

it's wild, you could live your entire life in that place. the sadest part is that it was for people that are not more intelligent or harder working than me. i really did place everyone above me for even the slightest reason. i was so insecure. i believed i need to do all these things to make sure everyone else's concerns or questions where covered.

it's still showing up today. i scroll x without a plan without my own thinking on the market. i'm honestly not sure when the last time was that I can a view on the market that was my own. i've sold out my thinking to arguable smart people but there are literal scammers and fakes also in my feed. I don't have a curation for my feed, i don't even know all the people well. i would just follow everyone else recommendations, not completly a bad idea but i would do it so much that i don't have any idea who they are or what the real quality is of over half my feed.

also i would extrapolate my own idea of their skill on to them, cl is such and example. bro doesn't even trade any more. like good for him, but i was reading his posts like he was goated and knew what he was talking about in this moment trading. but he has been on larp vacation mode for so long there is no coming back for him. gay as hell to be honest.

then i have been following people that will literally try to steal my money straight from me. like fuck them. it honestly amazes me that there are people like this out in the world. people talk about proof of humanity like we need it in the future but god damn we need it now. it's so fuckin lame that other people can scam the way they can online.

I need to be meticulous. i need to know exactly who i'm following, i need to only get information that is helpful to me and my process. i need to stop doom scolling. only read the whole feed if there is something going on that i need more context on.

i need to express my thoughts early in the day before reading the feed, i need to only be on x with purpose and filters set to high guard. meaning i'm critically reading the feed, who is saying the information and their bias is critical.

okay let's go and it's very clear while there is some pleasure that is sourced or comes from this process, that this process is about clarity and truth.

I don't have to question it so much, i can just question if i'm meandering and not holding myself accountable.

Look at the problem without needed a solution. What are the gaps in my understanding on knowing it's about the problem?

I am so entertained but the sea of thoughts. my own and others. it can really send me to so many places that will entertain me for hours to years. i know i don't need to do too much to be successful but still the amount of time i wasted being entertained and seeking praise.

it's wild, you could live your entire life in that place. the sadest part is that it was for people that are not more intelligent or harder working than me. i really did place everyone above me for even the slightest reason. i was so insecure. i believed i need to do all these things to make sure everyone else's concerns or questions where covered.

it's still showing up today. i scroll x without a plan without my own thinking on the market. i'm honestly not sure when the last time was that I can a view on the market that was my own. i've sold out my thinking to arguable smart people but there are literal scammers and fakes also in my feed. I don't have a curation for my feed, i don't even know all the people well. i would just follow everyone else recommendations, not completly a bad idea but i would do it so much that i don't have any idea who they are or what the real quality is of over half my feed.

also i would extrapolate my own idea of their skill on to them, cl is such and example. bro doesn't even trade any more. like good for him, but i was reading his posts like he was goated and knew what he was talking about in this moment trading. but he has been on larp vacation mode for so long there is no coming back for him. gay as hell to be honest.

then i have been following people that will literally try to steal my money straight from me. like fuck them. it honestly amazes me that there are people like this out in the world. people talk about proof of humanity like we need it in the future but god damn we need it now. it's so fuckin lame that other people can scam the way they can online.

I need to be meticulous. i need to know exactly who i'm following, i need to only get information that is helpful to me and my process. i need to stop doom scolling. only read the whole feed if there is something going on that i need more context on.

i need to express my thoughts early in the day before reading the feed, i need to only be on x with purpose and filters set to high guard. meaning i'm critically reading the feed, who is saying the information and their bias is critical.

okay let's go and it's very clear while there is some pleasure that is sourced or comes from this process, that this process is about clarity and truth.

I don't have to question it so much, i can just question if i'm meandering and not holding myself accountable.