I started to think should I do something and it made me anxious because what if it's the thing.

What if I could reach my goals because of this idea?

Everything has so much weight, everything is so important. Everyone else is doing it and I'm trying to keep up with them.

I'm chasing everyone else.

There are so many little things on my mind, maybe I should or this or that.

The worse is the account where I think to say things so that I feel dopamine. That's just so feaking lame. But why do I care? Why am I speeding energy trying to stop something that is happening from happening. Instead of focusing on what will let me cut.

What do I want?

I'm not sure at the moment.

I have a hundred different ideas all the time. I have to make some choices, what's real and what isn't real - to me?

I have ideas about crypto mostly right now, maybe this or that coin, or this or that project.

Until I have a way of navigating the system. Do I need a system? I need something I can observe and share with someone, not that I should. I think that's fair.

I do think that could just be me thinking about the market and what is going to happen? If this happens then this will happen?

Yeah, more thinking things through, so that I don't react when things happen.

Go deeper off zz.

They guy served his purpose but he was needy, lacked self confidence, was kinda an asshole, and honestly a trash trader.

Talked big game but couldn't back it up with profits.

It's not cool to talk, make calls, and make no money. That's fucking lame to be honest.

Making excuses is lame. Also lying that's so fucking dump.

Not even about something important, just wanting to be seen as someone that is good and cool.

That because more important than actually trading the market, like that's so dumb.

Why did that happen?

I started to think should I do something and it made me anxious because what if it's the thing.

What if I could reach my goals because of this idea?

Everything has so much weight, everything is so important. Everyone else is doing it and I'm trying to keep up with them.

I'm chasing everyone else.

There are so many little things on my mind, maybe I should or this or that.

The worse is the account where I think to say things so that I feel dopamine. That's just so feaking lame. But why do I care? Why am I speeding energy trying to stop something that is happening from happening. Instead of focusing on what will let me cut.

What do I want?

I'm not sure at the moment.

I have a hundred different ideas all the time. I have to make some choices, what's real and what isn't real - to me?

I have ideas about crypto mostly right now, maybe this or that coin, or this or that project.

Until I have a way of navigating the system. Do I need a system? I need something I can observe and share with someone, not that I should. I think that's fair.

I do think that could just be me thinking about the market and what is going to happen? If this happens then this will happen?

Yeah, more thinking things through, so that I don't react when things happen.

Go deeper off zz.

They guy served his purpose but he was needy, lacked self confidence, was kinda an asshole, and honestly a trash trader.

Talked big game but couldn't back it up with profits.

It's not cool to talk, make calls, and make no money. That's fucking lame to be honest.

Making excuses is lame. Also lying that's so fucking dump.

Not even about something important, just wanting to be seen as someone that is good and cool.

That because more important than actually trading the market, like that's so dumb.

Why did that happen?