A desire to know, not an addiction implement strategy or buzy action.

What do I care to know in this world?

There are so many things in the world. Most I don't care about at all. I can see that I did not really consider that, I could have said that there are many things that I don't know, but that's because I know to believe that truth. Understanding that I only care about certain things in liberating and focusing. That's me discovering myself, while I'm so similar to everyone else that has received the same information as me, I've also received different information and that interacts with my DNA differently. So there is this uniqueness to my being.

I am just discovering that I have had this pull to care about whatever one cares about or what I'm supposed to care about. But I don't. I care about what I care about and many people don't care about what I care about.

It seem frightfully obvious now that I say it and surprised this is not an obvious thing to consider.

I want to understand what matters to me and I want to see what I can do about that. For me. Just for me. Not for me so I have more but because my awareness wants to see. It want's to test itself.

My mind is such a nascence my awareness. A complete ball and chain. It needs it but is just silently whispering truths. It's like 10,000 year wisdom patiently waiting for a child to learn to stop pooping it's self.

It also just doesn't care. It will be and it is. To some extent it knows. All of this is on the edge of possibility for the awareness, so failure for my physical self is more wisdom. It's not patience or apathy. I'm a mere spec in it's burning flame.

I simply do not matter. I will be what I am on the edge of possibility and that is my purpose. Just to see what I can do. I don't know if it's me and my spirit that will try again, or if the awareness is some universal consciousness. It doesn't really matter, that's just buzy intellectual thought and can provide some pleasure, if that's what I want and that's what I am.

I really want to see what I can do. Like come on. Let's go for it. What else are we going to do, it doesn't matter. Talk to the hot girl, it simply doesn't matter what happens. There are boundries that limit me, but they are good. They are part of the wisdom of myself or my consciousness. What interests be is the unexplored whitespace of possibility.

A desire to know, not an addiction implement strategy or buzy action.

What do I care to know in this world?

There are so many things in the world. Most I don't care about at all. I can see that I did not really consider that, I could have said that there are many things that I don't know, but that's because I know to believe that truth. Understanding that I only care about certain things in liberating and focusing. That's me discovering myself, while I'm so similar to everyone else that has received the same information as me, I've also received different information and that interacts with my DNA differently. So there is this uniqueness to my being.

I am just discovering that I have had this pull to care about whatever one cares about or what I'm supposed to care about. But I don't. I care about what I care about and many people don't care about what I care about.

It seem frightfully obvious now that I say it and surprised this is not an obvious thing to consider.

I want to understand what matters to me and I want to see what I can do about that. For me. Just for me. Not for me so I have more but because my awareness wants to see. It want's to test itself.

My mind is such a nascence my awareness. A complete ball and chain. It needs it but is just silently whispering truths. It's like 10,000 year wisdom patiently waiting for a child to learn to stop pooping it's self.

It also just doesn't care. It will be and it is. To some extent it knows. All of this is on the edge of possibility for the awareness, so failure for my physical self is more wisdom. It's not patience or apathy. I'm a mere spec in it's burning flame.

I simply do not matter. I will be what I am on the edge of possibility and that is my purpose. Just to see what I can do. I don't know if it's me and my spirit that will try again, or if the awareness is some universal consciousness. It doesn't really matter, that's just buzy intellectual thought and can provide some pleasure, if that's what I want and that's what I am.

I really want to see what I can do. Like come on. Let's go for it. What else are we going to do, it doesn't matter. Talk to the hot girl, it simply doesn't matter what happens. There are boundries that limit me, but they are good. They are part of the wisdom of myself or my consciousness. What interests be is the unexplored whitespace of possibility.