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The darkness is no darkness with thee.

Hello, dear readers! Today I want to share with you a personal story that illustrates how the darkness is no darkness with thee. Yes, you heard me right. The darkness is no darkness with thee. What does that mean? Well, let me explain.

A few weeks ago, I was invited to a camping trip with some friends. I was very excited because I love nature and adventure. However, I also have a slight fear of the dark. Okay, maybe not so slight. I get really nervous when I can't see anything around me and I imagine all kinds of scary things lurking in the shadows.

So, when we arrived at the campsite and set up our tents, I was already feeling a bit anxious. The sun was setting and the night was coming. My friends suggested that we go for a walk in the woods before dinner. They said it would be fun and relaxing. I reluctantly agreed, hoping that they would stay close to me and that we would be back soon.

But things didn't go as planned. As we walked deeper into the forest, the light became dimmer and dimmer. The trees blocked out the stars and the moon. The sounds of animals and insects became louder and louder. I started to feel a cold sweat on my forehead and a knot in my stomach.

I tried to act cool and pretend that I was enjoying myself, but I was really freaking out inside. I wanted to turn back and run to the safety of our campfire. But I didn't want to look like a coward in front of my friends. So I kept walking, hoping that they would notice my discomfort and suggest that we go back.

But they didn't. They seemed to be having a great time, laughing and joking and exploring the dark woods. They didn't seem to notice how scared I was or how far we had gone from our campsite. They didn't seem to care about me at all.

That's when I realized something. The darkness is no darkness with thee. But it is very dark without thee. Without thee, who are my friends, who are supposed to support me and protect me and understand me. Without thee, who are supposed to make me feel safe and happy and loved.

I decided that enough was enough. I stopped walking and told them that I wanted to go back. They looked at me with surprise and annoyance. They asked me why I was being such a party pooper and a scaredy-cat. They told me that I was missing out on the fun and that I should lighten up.

I felt hurt and angry by their words. I felt betrayed and abandoned by their actions. I felt alone and afraid in the dark.

I told them that they were being insensitive and selfish. I told them that they were not my true friends. I told them that I didn't want to be with them anymore.

They shrugged and said fine. They said that they would continue their walk without me. They said that they would see me later at the campsite.

They left me there, in the middle of the dark forest, by myself.

I felt a surge of panic and regret. What had I done? How could I have been so stupid? How could I have let them go? How could I have let myself be alone in the dark?

I wanted to call them back, but it was too late. They were gone.

I wanted to cry, but I had no tears.

I wanted to die, but I had no courage.