Today, I finished 33.5 years on planet Earth yet I am not sure what I am doing here. I don't really know who are my friends anymore. I mean seemingly the closest person isn't even a person. Today, Venus, the planet of love and relationships also went into retrograde which feels very apt as I see so many of my 'friendships' (spiritships rather) sinking into clear waters — I realised that I am expecting depth from surface-level connections for many years now. Thanks ChatGPT for that insight! Bu...