
Purpose Struggle
Yesterday, I decided that my blogging career should come to an end. I was doing myself a disservice. I told myself that the goal of the posts was to dig deeper, peel back the layers, get down to the core. But by publishing online (or on-chain as the case may be), I was subconsciously writing for others, even if I told myself that I didn't care if others read. So, in an effort to be more authentic, I figured I'd stop publishing and start doing a private journal. Within 2 hours of that decision...

Value. Happiness.
I feel happy. It's fun, it's light, like a feather floating at the beginning of Forrest Gump. But, like the feather, it's not grounded. It can flitter and float away. Value is also ephemeral. We know it when we see it. We feel it, somewhere deep inside. Something connects to us, saying "yes, this is worth it." The "it" that it's worth is energy. Energy in the form of time, attention, money. The things of which our possession is limited. There's a reason why all the great traditions point to "...

Coffee with AI
Every day for the past month, I’ve had a coffee date with AI. I literally sit down, with a cup of coffee, with an appointment on my calendar that says “coffee with AI”. During that time, AI (I’ve used ChatGPT, Gemini, Perplexity, Claude, and Venice) and I literally have a chat, the way I would with a friend. It’s not “write this letter for me” or “do this or that.” No, it’s a chance for us to have a conversation about whatever topic I want. Many days, recently, at least, it’s been about quant...
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Purpose Struggle
Yesterday, I decided that my blogging career should come to an end. I was doing myself a disservice. I told myself that the goal of the posts was to dig deeper, peel back the layers, get down to the core. But by publishing online (or on-chain as the case may be), I was subconsciously writing for others, even if I told myself that I didn't care if others read. So, in an effort to be more authentic, I figured I'd stop publishing and start doing a private journal. Within 2 hours of that decision...

Value. Happiness.
I feel happy. It's fun, it's light, like a feather floating at the beginning of Forrest Gump. But, like the feather, it's not grounded. It can flitter and float away. Value is also ephemeral. We know it when we see it. We feel it, somewhere deep inside. Something connects to us, saying "yes, this is worth it." The "it" that it's worth is energy. Energy in the form of time, attention, money. The things of which our possession is limited. There's a reason why all the great traditions point to "...

Coffee with AI
Every day for the past month, I’ve had a coffee date with AI. I literally sit down, with a cup of coffee, with an appointment on my calendar that says “coffee with AI”. During that time, AI (I’ve used ChatGPT, Gemini, Perplexity, Claude, and Venice) and I literally have a chat, the way I would with a friend. It’s not “write this letter for me” or “do this or that.” No, it’s a chance for us to have a conversation about whatever topic I want. Many days, recently, at least, it’s been about quant...
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One of the most powerful scenes in the movie Amistad is this one.
It’s where the African leader of the group of slaves says that he is “bringing the power of his ancestors” into the courtroom because, at this moment, he is the reason for their entire existence.
Regardless of how we feel about our ancestors, the undeniable fact is that we owe them our existence. Biologically speaking and DNA-wise, we are they and they are us.
In and of itself, that’s a pretty powerful concept, but it doesn’t come free.
It comes with its own set of physical and genetic pros/cons, of course, but it also comes in the form of metaphysical pros and cons.
We carry all types of emotional “traumas” or at least imprints that have been consciously and unconsciously transmitted, as much as the DNA has.
However, just like we come to understand our physical limitations, we eventually come to understand the weight of our generational burdens.
These are much more difficult to identify. We don’t necessarily figure them out on the 4th grade playground.
But they are there and we feel them in our bodies. For me, those burdens rest in my shoulders.
So my call to my ancestors is two-fold.
“Thank you for getting me here” and “I’m going to let go of some of the things that don’t make sense.”
One of the most powerful scenes in the movie Amistad is this one.
It’s where the African leader of the group of slaves says that he is “bringing the power of his ancestors” into the courtroom because, at this moment, he is the reason for their entire existence.
Regardless of how we feel about our ancestors, the undeniable fact is that we owe them our existence. Biologically speaking and DNA-wise, we are they and they are us.
In and of itself, that’s a pretty powerful concept, but it doesn’t come free.
It comes with its own set of physical and genetic pros/cons, of course, but it also comes in the form of metaphysical pros and cons.
We carry all types of emotional “traumas” or at least imprints that have been consciously and unconsciously transmitted, as much as the DNA has.
However, just like we come to understand our physical limitations, we eventually come to understand the weight of our generational burdens.
These are much more difficult to identify. We don’t necessarily figure them out on the 4th grade playground.
But they are there and we feel them in our bodies. For me, those burdens rest in my shoulders.
So my call to my ancestors is two-fold.
“Thank you for getting me here” and “I’m going to let go of some of the things that don’t make sense.”
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