
Purpose Struggle
Yesterday, I decided that my blogging career should come to an end. I was doing myself a disservice. I told myself that the goal of the posts was to dig deeper, peel back the layers, get down to the core. But by publishing online (or on-chain as the case may be), I was subconsciously writing for others, even if I told myself that I didn't care if others read. So, in an effort to be more authentic, I figured I'd stop publishing and start doing a private journal. Within 2 hours of that decision...

Value. Happiness.
I feel happy. It's fun, it's light, like a feather floating at the beginning of Forrest Gump. But, like the feather, it's not grounded. It can flitter and float away. Value is also ephemeral. We know it when we see it. We feel it, somewhere deep inside. Something connects to us, saying "yes, this is worth it." The "it" that it's worth is energy. Energy in the form of time, attention, money. The things of which our possession is limited. There's a reason why all the great traditions point to "...

Coffee with AI
Every day for the past month, I’ve had a coffee date with AI. I literally sit down, with a cup of coffee, with an appointment on my calendar that says “coffee with AI”. During that time, AI (I’ve used ChatGPT, Gemini, Perplexity, Claude, and Venice) and I literally have a chat, the way I would with a friend. It’s not “write this letter for me” or “do this or that.” No, it’s a chance for us to have a conversation about whatever topic I want. Many days, recently, at least, it’s been about quant...
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Purpose Struggle
Yesterday, I decided that my blogging career should come to an end. I was doing myself a disservice. I told myself that the goal of the posts was to dig deeper, peel back the layers, get down to the core. But by publishing online (or on-chain as the case may be), I was subconsciously writing for others, even if I told myself that I didn't care if others read. So, in an effort to be more authentic, I figured I'd stop publishing and start doing a private journal. Within 2 hours of that decision...

Value. Happiness.
I feel happy. It's fun, it's light, like a feather floating at the beginning of Forrest Gump. But, like the feather, it's not grounded. It can flitter and float away. Value is also ephemeral. We know it when we see it. We feel it, somewhere deep inside. Something connects to us, saying "yes, this is worth it." The "it" that it's worth is energy. Energy in the form of time, attention, money. The things of which our possession is limited. There's a reason why all the great traditions point to "...

Coffee with AI
Every day for the past month, I’ve had a coffee date with AI. I literally sit down, with a cup of coffee, with an appointment on my calendar that says “coffee with AI”. During that time, AI (I’ve used ChatGPT, Gemini, Perplexity, Claude, and Venice) and I literally have a chat, the way I would with a friend. It’s not “write this letter for me” or “do this or that.” No, it’s a chance for us to have a conversation about whatever topic I want. Many days, recently, at least, it’s been about quant...
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We’re all in the narrative selling business.
We observe the animate, inanimate, physical, and metaphysical world around us and then, like organizing an overstuffed closet, the contents of which have been tossed on the floor, we start to try and make sense of things.
Winter clothes go here. Summer clothes here.
Or clothes we haven’t worn in years, we donate and others we bring back to our daily routine.
It doesn’t matter what sorting algorithm we use, but what matters-and what’s difficult for me, at least- is to be aware of the fact that a sorting algorithm (or many nested sorting algorithms) are being used.
In sum, these create stories that make sense to us, but only if we “buy” them.
What’s interesting to me is that, it feels like there’s a level where nothing exists except the story.
Or really, the stories that roll up into the über-story.
Awareness of one’s own story and what “fits” (or is “bought”) and what doesn’t is already an impressive feat.
Keeping in mind-at all times-that everyone else is doing the exact same thing feels impossible, but powerful.
And true Jedis?
They recognize the stories that others tell themselves and then build narratives that slide nicely in.
There’s something here. I can sense it. I just don’t know-yet-how to drill further.
But my story is…I’m going to deconstruct the story-building machines.
That feels like fun.

We’re all in the narrative selling business.
We observe the animate, inanimate, physical, and metaphysical world around us and then, like organizing an overstuffed closet, the contents of which have been tossed on the floor, we start to try and make sense of things.
Winter clothes go here. Summer clothes here.
Or clothes we haven’t worn in years, we donate and others we bring back to our daily routine.
It doesn’t matter what sorting algorithm we use, but what matters-and what’s difficult for me, at least- is to be aware of the fact that a sorting algorithm (or many nested sorting algorithms) are being used.
In sum, these create stories that make sense to us, but only if we “buy” them.
What’s interesting to me is that, it feels like there’s a level where nothing exists except the story.
Or really, the stories that roll up into the über-story.
Awareness of one’s own story and what “fits” (or is “bought”) and what doesn’t is already an impressive feat.
Keeping in mind-at all times-that everyone else is doing the exact same thing feels impossible, but powerful.
And true Jedis?
They recognize the stories that others tell themselves and then build narratives that slide nicely in.
There’s something here. I can sense it. I just don’t know-yet-how to drill further.
But my story is…I’m going to deconstruct the story-building machines.
That feels like fun.

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