u get lost in the weeds when ur building something ‘special’. it’s all-encompassing.

then u come out of that ‘hole’ and u can’t quite figure out why nobody else is seeing ‘it’. “i’ve just spent lifetimes on this thing and u guys don’t even see it?”… here’s the fork.

• do u turn nihilist and give up ‘sending ur message’

• or do u figure out another way to get what u need done

i’ve been in a deep ‘hole’ anon - spent many human yrs and even more ‘spiritual’ ones down there figuring shit out. i don’t expect u to care at all, but i need to get this ‘message’ out there.

it’s tied into what i’m creating w abstraverse hypera & primes.. and i’ve hit the aforementioned ‘fork’ (above).

so here’s the start of my ‘option two’.

u get lost in the weeds when ur building something ‘special’. it’s all-encompassing.

then u come out of that ‘hole’ and u can’t quite figure out why nobody else is seeing ‘it’. “i’ve just spent lifetimes on this thing and u guys don’t even see it?”… here’s the fork.

• do u turn nihilist and give up ‘sending ur message’

• or do u figure out another way to get what u need done

i’ve been in a deep ‘hole’ anon - spent many human yrs and even more ‘spiritual’ ones down there figuring shit out. i don’t expect u to care at all, but i need to get this ‘message’ out there.

it’s tied into what i’m creating w abstraverse hypera & primes.. and i’ve hit the aforementioned ‘fork’ (above).

so here’s the start of my ‘option two’.