Chapter 1- Small cracks cause collapse “ The absorption of semen by the blood is the strongest nourishment and, perhaps more than any other factor, it prompts the stimulus of power, the unrest of all forces toward the overcoming of resistances, the thirst for contradiction and resistance”. My first experience with masturbation was at my aunt and uncles house in Indianapolis, back in the summer of 2003, I was 12 years old. Going over their house always felt like a temporary move out from my pa...