I think most of us are nervous about a blank page. How am I supposed to start something when I look ahead at my blank wall and see a bug sticking? Maybe it is a bug, why isn't it moving? A message appears on my cell phone screen and as soon as the light comes on, the table vibrates; it is stronger than me turning my head and peeking. How I wish I could control this impulse, which has been going on for many years and will probably never end. How I wish I could control so many things that ...