Place: Home
Time: 10 AM
Duration: 45 mins
Streak: 9 Days
Previous Streak: 34 (ended Nov 12)

1 Kings 17:14–16 (NIV)
14 For this is what the Lord, the God of Israel, says: “The jar of flour will not be used up and the jug of oil will not run dry until the day the Lord sends rain on the land.”
15 She went away and did as Elijah had told her. So there was food every day for Elijah and for the woman and her family.
16 For the jar of flour was not used up and the jug of oil did not run dry, in keeping with the word of the Lord spoken by Elijah.

Start of the week brings new opportunities—new chances to sit with the Lord. I woke up around 6ish and did what I’ve been doing for the past week: being still, inviting the Holy Spirit to speak, and trying to silence my own voice. I drifted in and out of dullness for a bit, but eventually became fully awake and settled into the breath for 30 minutes before being led to continue the sit sitting down so I completed the last 15 minutes sitting.

There’s still this feeling of fear in me today. I can’t quite pinpoint what it is yet. All I can do is cast it to the Lord and trust He’ll help me overcome it. Like in meditation, I need to observe this feeling—its weight, its effect on me, its influence on the tests—and adjust accordingly.

Today’s scripture is another message of faith. Faith that God will supply our needs in both abundance and famine. Even as I walk through this “lean” period, I know God is sustaining me. He keeps placing little signposts in my path showing me He has not forgotten me. The testing system He has given me is still being refined, and I trust He’ll teach me how to use it well.

My jar of flour and jug of oil will not run out—because my God sustains me.

I’m still tracking KITE and UAI, both of which hit my stop losses earlier. Ironically, both would be profitable now if I had held on. But that hindsight is part of the process.

A few things I’m noticing:

I’m testing for big swings—but how long do I actually hold?
KITE had the downswing I missed before it trended up. Now it’s back near my entry and still showing negative energy throughout the day.

This is big.

Staring at the charts every few minutes is creating anxiety. This was the same mistake that wrecked me last year during the trenches. The emotional rollercoaster destroys my balance.

Even now, while writing this journal entry, I keep alt-tabbing every five minutes to check prices. It makes me wonder: Is this a lack of faith?
Is doubt creating a cascading effect?

I commit these trades to the Lord and will check them later.

This coin—where I missed the huge swing—tested positive today. It’s sitting at support, so I entered. I’m placing my TP at $2, praying for a scam wick like the one four days ago.

If anyone can make lightning strike twice, it’s God.
(Just kidding… kind of.)

But yes—giving this coin some time to pump.

PIEVERSE tested quite negative today, so I took a small perp sell. I’m sizing down, as perps are riskier.

It has been trending down for hours, though a retracement up is possible. Still, the energy reads negative, so I’ll monitor it throughout the day.

Today I’ll watch just BEAT and PIEVERSE.
I may do another test this evening.

Another reflection: instead of one test per day, I should do one in the morning and one at night. And before each test, I need a five-minute sit to clear the mind. Accuracy comes from balance—not force. Meditation helps me tune the instrument.

Wishing you a blessed start to the week.
May God bring you joy, clarity, and peace as you walk forward in faith.

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