Place: Home
Time: 9 AM
Duration: 45 mins
Streak: 10 Days
Previous Streak: 34 (ended Nov 12)

1 Kings 19:11–13 (NIV)
11 The Lord said, “Go out and stand on the mountain in the presence of the Lord, for the Lord is about to pass by.”
Then a great and powerful wind tore the mountains apart and shattered the rocks before the Lord, but the Lord was not in the wind.
After the wind there was an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake.
12 After the earthquake came a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire. And after the fire came a gentle whisper.
13 When Elijah heard it, he pulled his cloak over his face and went out and stood at the mouth of the cave.
Then a voice said to him, “What are you doing here, Elijah?”

Today’s reading struck me deeply because of the past few days.

After the strong winning start to November in crypto, I took that as the great and powerful wind.
Then came two days of losses — the earthquake and the fire.
God was not in any of those.

I realized that I had been trying to trade with my own thinking again. After the wins, pride crept in quietly. And pride always leads to humbling.

In that state of mind, I began chasing money. I forgot who brought me back into this journey, who opened the doors, and the entire purpose behind why I restarted trading and writing.

Crypto is the medium. Glorifying God is the purpose.

So when I read the words:
“What are you doing here?”
…it hit me hard.

Instead of learning, growing, and staying humble, I started making unnecessary reckless decisions — especially dangerous with perps. I broke my own rules and got burned for it.

But the deeper issue wasn’t just spiritual attack; it was me opening the door to attack by acting without faith and without discipline.
When my intentions shift, my mind becomes unstable. And when my mind becomes unstable, the readings become inaccurate.
Energy testing requires neutrality — otherwise my personal energy bleeds into the coin’s energy.

1 Kings 19 shows God wasn’t in the wind, the earthquake, or the fire.
But He was in the gentle whisper.

That whisper is what redirected Elijah — and I pray that after these few days of struggle, God realigns me with His way again.
If fear or doubt rises, it doesn’t mean to stop. It means to lower exposure, stay humble, and continue in faith.

This is a marathon, not a sprint.

Stopped out as it pumped 40% yesterday (with leverage… so yes, it hurt).
But honestly — it was a lesson I needed.
The chart gave no clear weakness, and I still entered based only on the test.
Deep down, I knew I was gambling.
Maybe the fear was God’s warning, “Get out,” and I didn’t listen.

Sometimes tuition fees must be paid.

Up a little under 10%.
Still testing positive in energy, so I’m holding one more day.
Hit a high of $0.95 today — giving it space to breathe.

Very little movement so far.
Launched on Monad, which is still gaining traction, so maybe something pushes it eventually.
Still testing positive. It’s in my on-chain wallet, so I may hold longer or exit half tomorrow.

Today’s test gave me two coins: PLAYSOLANA and PLANCK.
Both low-volume, which made me doubt…
…but I want to remain faithful to the test itself.
PLANCK has the better volume of the two, so I took a small position.

Tested negative today.
Entered a very small perp sell — downsized much more than usual.
No more oversized sells that disrupt my emotions.
I’ll scale up only slowly, and only when stable enough to not be affected by the results.

BEAT, CLANKER, PLANCK, and COMMON (perp sell).

Today’s lesson was all about intention.

Right intentions → everything flows like water.
Wrong intentions → imbalance, fear, noise, confusion.

Just like the wind, the earthquake, and the fire… the wrong intentions shake everything.

But God is in the whisper.

And in that whisper, He reminds me why I’m here:
Because He led me here.
Not for profit, but for purpose.

If I chase Him, not money —
everything else will be added unto me.

Trust in God, He will guide you.
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