Place: Home
Time: 7 AM
Duration: 100 mins
Streak: 6 Days
Previous Streak: 34 (ended Nov 12)

Mark 12:29–31 (NIV):
29 “The most important one,” answered Jesus, “is this: ‘Hear, O Israel: The Lord our God, the Lord is one.
30 Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’
31 The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no commandment greater than these.”

2 Samuel 22:7 (NIV):
“In my distress I called to the Lord; I called out to my God.
From His temple He heard my voice;
my cry came to Him, into His ears.”

Approach the Lord in love at all times. Today’s readings brought me back to the great commandment — love God with all your heart, soul, mind, and strength. I do feel my heart has been with God. Even when I fall short, I confess my sins and ask for strength to stop. My soul belongs to Him. Everywhere I’ve gone, and everywhere I will go, that has stayed the same.

Even my grandmother in Vietnam, who prays to Buddha and Guanyin and tried many times to change my faith, couldn’t shake me. My answer was always a straight no. My faith is in Jesus for all eternity. The irony is that she’s a very accurate fortune teller — even though the Bible says not to consult mediums. And yet every time she reads for me, she says the same thing: Jesus and Guanyin follow me everywhere. My protection.

Faith is the confidence of things hoped for and the assurance of things unseen. Sometimes it is hard to hold on to the assurance of what we cannot see. It took a non-believer to affirm for me, one hundred percent, that Jesus is my way, my truth, and my life. So I walk in faith knowing Jesus intercedes for me when my cries reach God.

Today’s sit was interesting. The first 30 minutes had no dullness — I could stay on the breath, label distractions, and let them go. The middle part was drifting and calling out to the Holy Spirit. I had set the timer for two hours, but after 1.5 hours I felt ready to start my day. So I got up and started my crypto energy testing.

Today’s tests didn’t give me a single positive coin. Everything swung negative — just like yesterday. The market bled out overnight. Bear market is here. As much as people still feel hopeful, it will continue being brutal.

It turned negative today, so I’m letting it go at a 7% loss. Not enough signs of a pump. The energy test was the push I needed.

Don’t get attached to coins. Bear market. I need to remind myself of this constantly.

Entry at 0.94 — slightly up on this sell. Energy still tests negative, so I’m holding the perp sell. It needs to break 0.087 today for me to feel confident holding for a few more days. I’ll monitor it since it’s day two and make a decision tomorrow.

Overnight BEAT jumped to 1.5 — a 3x. Part of me wondered why the energy test didn’t pick it up. Another part said: if God doesn’t think this one is for me, that’s fine. God gives what He wants, and I’ll gratefully accept what I’m given.

BEAT is near its highs, rejected at this level twice. It tested negative for energy, so I’m taking a small sell and monitoring through the day.

I’m quite sure they have a market maker working for them — the chart movements scream manipulation. Let’s hope to stay on the right side.

The past two days, energy readings haven’t been as clear. I picked the two strongest negative ones for perp sells, but overall the signals feel less defined.

Maybe that’s a sign: if the readings feel unclear, don’t trade.

For today I’ll just be watching BEAT and KITE. If they pump, I also need to train myself on when to cut losses. After the recent wins, this is a reminder to stay humble and thank God for the wins and the lessons.

I pray that God opens my senses to how the market moves. As I continue testing, I pray for wisdom. Blending the spiritual and the crypto — that is how I’ll conquer the market, God willing.

To God be the glory.

Phrase of the Day
How do I know you’re right?
Làm sao tôi biết bạn đúng?

Yesterday I learnt there was two “How”s in Vietnamese. Lam sao is for how to do something. While thế nào is asking about the situation of something or someone. Learning some vietnamese every day!

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