2 Great are the works of the Lord;
they are pondered by all who delight in them.
3 Glorious and majestic are his deeds,
and his righteousness endures forever.
4 He has caused his wonders to be remembered;
the Lord is gracious and compassionate.
5 He provides food for those who fear him;
he remembers his covenant forever.

As I enter my 64th hour of fasting, the hunger pangs are much stronger now.

During my sit today, I found myself dozing off. I cut it short at the 20-minute mark, laid down, and slept until my alarm rang. Even after waking, I felt resistance — a familiar force trying to stop me from writing. But I know I need to keep this habit. This is my small way of spreading God’s Word and staying faithful to what He’s placed on my heart.

Psalm 111 reminds me that God provides food for those who fear Him and that He remembers His covenant forever. As I ponder God’s works in my own life, I am deeply grateful. Even in this season of uncertainty and waiting, I can clearly see His guidance and provision along my journey.

During this fast, a recurring question keeps surfacing:
Why do I sometimes feel so distant from God?

I call on Him daily, yet there are moments when He feels far away. Still, facts do not lie. What I have seen, heard, and experienced tells me clearly that I follow a real and living God. I know He exists. I will confidently tell anyone who asks that Jesus has ransomed me.

Whatever forces are applying pressure during this season, I recognize it as part of a spiritual battle. These thoughts come — but I know I must remain strong and anchored in truth.

On the crypto front, God has been blessing me as I continue trading memecoins. It’s been a slow crawl upward, and I’m grateful for that. I’ve found a few callers who have been consistently solid, and I pray for continued discipline and clarity.

I believe God brought me back into the crypto space for a reason. I don’t yet know His full plan, but I trust that I am exactly where He wants me to be.

I’m thankful for Kirk, SHRIMPS, SPSC, and VENEZUELA. While the dollar amounts weren’t huge, they gave me something more important — confidence. Confidence that with proper risk management and restraint, I can steadily build my portfolio without over-degening.

On Twitter, I’m still posting, though I’m not replying as much as I should. I’m learning, experimenting, and trying to find my voice. I’ve also started sharing the coins I enter, trusting that clarity and audience will grow with consistency.

As I write this, part of me wonders whether I should break my fast tonight or wait until tomorrow after church. For now, I’ll sit with it — and let God decide.

Starting the year with a spiritual fast feels right. This may become a yearly rhythm for me: beginning each year by dedicating food, comfort, and control back to God.

Lord, thank You for walking with me.
Show me the way ahead in 2026.
I choose to trust in no one else but You.

2 Great are the works of the Lord;
they are pondered by all who delight in them.
3 Glorious and majestic are his deeds,
and his righteousness endures forever.
4 He has caused his wonders to be remembered;
the Lord is gracious and compassionate.
5 He provides food for those who fear him;
he remembers his covenant forever.

As I enter my 64th hour of fasting, the hunger pangs are much stronger now.

During my sit today, I found myself dozing off. I cut it short at the 20-minute mark, laid down, and slept until my alarm rang. Even after waking, I felt resistance — a familiar force trying to stop me from writing. But I know I need to keep this habit. This is my small way of spreading God’s Word and staying faithful to what He’s placed on my heart.

Psalm 111 reminds me that God provides food for those who fear Him and that He remembers His covenant forever. As I ponder God’s works in my own life, I am deeply grateful. Even in this season of uncertainty and waiting, I can clearly see His guidance and provision along my journey.

During this fast, a recurring question keeps surfacing:
Why do I sometimes feel so distant from God?

I call on Him daily, yet there are moments when He feels far away. Still, facts do not lie. What I have seen, heard, and experienced tells me clearly that I follow a real and living God. I know He exists. I will confidently tell anyone who asks that Jesus has ransomed me.

Whatever forces are applying pressure during this season, I recognize it as part of a spiritual battle. These thoughts come — but I know I must remain strong and anchored in truth.

On the crypto front, God has been blessing me as I continue trading memecoins. It’s been a slow crawl upward, and I’m grateful for that. I’ve found a few callers who have been consistently solid, and I pray for continued discipline and clarity.

I believe God brought me back into the crypto space for a reason. I don’t yet know His full plan, but I trust that I am exactly where He wants me to be.

I’m thankful for Kirk, SHRIMPS, SPSC, and VENEZUELA. While the dollar amounts weren’t huge, they gave me something more important — confidence. Confidence that with proper risk management and restraint, I can steadily build my portfolio without over-degening.

On Twitter, I’m still posting, though I’m not replying as much as I should. I’m learning, experimenting, and trying to find my voice. I’ve also started sharing the coins I enter, trusting that clarity and audience will grow with consistency.

As I write this, part of me wonders whether I should break my fast tonight or wait until tomorrow after church. For now, I’ll sit with it — and let God decide.

Starting the year with a spiritual fast feels right. This may become a yearly rhythm for me: beginning each year by dedicating food, comfort, and control back to God.

Lord, thank You for walking with me.
Show me the way ahead in 2026.
I choose to trust in no one else but You.