Place: Home
Time: 9 AM
Duration: 30 mins
Streak: 7 Days
Previous Streak: 34 (ended Nov 12)

1 Kings 3:11–14 (NIV)
11 So God said to him, “Since you have asked for this and not for long life or wealth for yourself, nor have asked for the death of your enemies but for discernment in administering justice,
12 I will do what you have asked. I will give you a wise and discerning heart, so that there will never have been anyone like you, nor will there ever be.
13 Moreover, I will give you what you have not asked for—both wealth and honor—so that in your lifetime you will have no equal among kings.
14 And if you walk in obedience to me and keep my decrees and commands as David your father did, I will give you a long life.”

Colossians 4:2 (NIV)
“Devote yourselves to prayer, being watchful and thankful.”

Today’s scripture is Solomon’s dream—something I’ve heard since Sunday school. And it came at the perfect time: right after the day where I entered the most trades and felt the most anxious.

For the past few weeks, I’ve been asking God for wealth. I want that breakthrough so I can head to HCMC. But reading this today made me realize something important:

I’ve been placing my attention on the wrong things.

God can give wealth. But He desires that I first ask for wisdom, a wise and discerning heart. Then all the other things will be added.

Colossians 4:2 ties perfectly into this.
“Devote yourselves to prayer, being watchful and thankful.”
Gratefulness → watchfulness → conversation with God → wisdom.

So that is my prayer today:

Lord, give me wisdom in all things.
Not my wisdom, but Yours.

I give thanks for every winning trade and every loss that turned into a lesson. I give thanks for the people You placed in my life and the ones You might bring back. I dedicate every win and every step of this journey to You.

In Jesus’ name, Amen.

I woke at 7 AM, read the verses, and knew instantly I wasn’t fully awake. I started the process and fell straight back to sleep. Dreamed of people I haven’t spoken to in years—definitely not meditating.

By 9 AM, my mind woke up but my body was still calm. I used that last 30 minutes for a proper sit.

Breath was clear at the start. More wandering at the end. But with each distraction, I submitted it to God. The alarm rang sooner than expected, and I got up to begin testing coins.

A good sit overall as I distinguish between the practice and just sleeping.

Sold yesterday at a 7% loss. It’s still dropping. This is why I need to cut quickly. Small loss > amplified loss. I just wanted to have this here so I can remind myself what happens if I hold on too long to coins. The loss stacks deeper.

Very thankful for this one.
Perp sell → set TP → TP hit.
Rebounded afterwards.
Used 5x and secured a clean profit.
God’s grace in action.

Impatient trade.
Saw a spike, energy tested negative, entered a 10x sell. Exited in 2 hours in profit.
If I held to today’s bottom, it would have been a 500% gain… but I’m grateful for what I got.
More trades will come.

Small 10x buy at 810.
Sold at 820 during a midnight wake-up, even though TP was 840 (which it hit this morning).
Still—a win is a win.

Energy tested positive.
Got a small amount on-chain.
Not fully trusting BASE coins yet after TRUST failed me, but using Farcaster makes this at least semi-logical for farming BASE airdrop as I got it on-chain.
Let’s see if it pumps. If not, I’ll let it go.

TP was almost hit, then reversed.
Current price at 0.101 puts me in loss.
Energy still negative but tomorrow is Day 3—I’ll cut latest by morning. Another reminder not to hold too long after a test. My wanting it to be negative might be affecting the reading.

Newly airdropped.
Energy tested positive.
Bought some and it is now at 0.192—currently green.
Let’s see where God takes this.

Strong negative reading after a pump.
Entered a 5x perp sell.
Currently at 0.1735 so nicely in profit.
Will monitor closely today.

Maybe the recent wins made me excited. Today while testing, I felt myself affecting the test—like trying to force a reading.
At least I noticed it.

I’m also wondering if I’m overtrading. A good day doesn’t guarantee I’m doing the right thing.

I downsized my perps. They’re risky.
I’m also experimenting with TP/SL to prevent round-tripping. Planning the trade seems essential. It at least removes a level of stress.

Still, I’m thankful for this system God gave me.
From red October to now… every blessing flowed through Him.

All glory to God.
Excited, humbled, and grateful to be on this journey.

Keep praying.
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