I understand you may not want to talk to me anymore after the way things ended. I know I came off as intense, perhaps all-consuming, and it was too much for you. I don't want to offer any explanations or rationalize my behavior. I'm writing with the pure self-interest of thinking more clearly; a letter to you is just a container for the things that have been ratcheting in my brain. All my thoughts have taken the shape of containers in the six months since I started using a Brain Sta...