Loaded jaded pistol
You spread your wings like an angel And your legs like a w****
She said that she loved me but that she desired someone more
All your lies couldn't save you and the blame made you more guilty
As your friends turn against you I cut the mother f****** cord
Now that I'm falling towards the ground, I hear The whispers and the lies
I feel the wind up against me as my heart starts to die
You promise forever but forever was a lie
You couldn't save me from your own confused desire
Jaded Crystal lying dead on the floor
You're loaded pistol always coming back for more
Daddy's little angel turned into a w**** a temptation just to fill the void
She's in love with my poison always doing anything for more
Jaded Crystal lying dead on the floor
Shes a loaded pistol doing anything for more
All music and lyrics by J Williams
my links
https://www.shadowplayband.com
https://linktr.ee/Shadowplayband
Dementia
Sky High on adrenaline
My mind speaks faster than you can pretend
I'm a lost person a wondered soul
I use expression without control
I am what i am and i can pretend
I'm not a person and i'm not a friend
Well maybe i'm not what i pretend to be
But i lost emotion when you began to speak
Your sharper than the sharpest blade
But I lie in the bed we have made
I'll pretend there's a reason to care
But without reason no i won't be there
I am what i am and i can pretend
Well i'm not a person and i'm not a friend
Well maybe i'm not what i pretend to be
But i lost emotion when you began to speak
All music and words by Jay Williams
SHADOWPLAY
https://www.shadowplayband.com
Change My Ways
Its a neverending story
In a neverending town
Im running on empty and I feel a little down
If nothing lasts forever in a neverending way
will someone write my story before its too late
Im running im falling im staggering and crawling
Im changing im shaping im lost and im breaking
I am more than my mistakes I feel i can change
to stand you had to fall to walk we had to crawl
Im just living my life trying to do whats right
If i put it in a song will i feel less alone
will i find my purpose will i change my ways
when my time is up will they remember my name
Its another small town its another long day
the people here are tired you can see it in their face
were all running from something i see it everyday
we all fall down we all make mistakes
we all have something that we wished we could change
Im running im crawling im staggering im falling
im changing and shaping im lost and im breaking
I am more than my mistakes yes i can change
to stand we had to fall to walk we had to crawl
Im just living my life trying to do whats right
if i put it in a song will i feel like i belong
will i find my purpose will i change my ways
when im dead and gone will they remember my name
sometimes you can read a person from the lines on their face
we thought we had the answers but were running in place
were all running from something i see it everyday
if home is where the heart is than why am i out of place
im running im crawling im staggering im falling
im changing im shaping im lost and im breaking
i am more than my mistakes yes i can change
to stand we had to crawl to learn to walk we first learned to crawl
been living my life just trying to do whats right
if i put it in a song will i feel less alone
will i find my purpose will i change my ways
will i find myself before its too late
its a neverending story in a neverending way
if nothing lasts forever will u love me today
we all run from something i see it everyday
i trade the lessions for the heartache
blame heartache for the change
im running im crawling im staggering and falling
changing and shaping no longer lost nor will i brake
I am more than my mistakes yes i can change
to stand we had to fall to walk we had to crawl
all music and words by Jay Williams
My Music Links
https://www.shadowplayband.com
https://linktr.ee/Shadowplayband
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