Loaded jaded pistol 

You spread your wings like an angel And your legs like a w****

 She said that she loved me but that she desired someone more 

All your lies couldn't save you and the blame made you more guilty

 As your friends turn against you I cut the mother f****** cord 

Now that I'm falling towards the ground, I hear The whispers and the lies 

I feel the wind up against me as my heart starts to die 

You promise forever but forever was a lie 

You couldn't save me from your own confused desire

 Jaded Crystal lying dead on the floor 

You're loaded pistol always coming back for more 

Daddy's little angel turned into a w****  a temptation just to fill the void 

She's in love with my poison always  doing anything for more 

Jaded Crystal lying dead on the floor

Shes a loaded pistol doing anything for more

All music and lyrics by J Williams

my links

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Dementia

Sky High on adrenaline

My mind speaks faster than you can pretend

I'm a lost person a wondered soul

I use expression without control

I am what i am and i can pretend

I'm not a person and i'm not a friend

Well maybe i'm not what i pretend to be

But i lost emotion when you began to speak

Your sharper than the sharpest blade

But I lie in the bed we have made

I'll pretend there's a reason to care

But without reason no i won't be there

I am what i am and i can pretend

Well i'm not a person and i'm not a friend

Well maybe i'm not what i pretend to be

But i lost emotion when you began to speak

All music and words by Jay Williams

SHADOWPLAY

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Change My Ways

Its a neverending story

In a neverending town

Im running on empty and I feel a little down

If nothing lasts forever in a neverending way
will someone write my story before its too late

Im running im falling im staggering and crawling

Im changing im shaping im lost and im breaking

I am more than my mistakes I feel i can change

to stand you had to fall to walk we had to crawl

Im just living my life trying to do whats right

If i put it in a song will i feel less alone

will i find my purpose will i change my ways

when my time is up will they remember my name

Its another small town its another long day

the people here are tired you can see it in their face

were all running from something i see it everyday

we all fall down we all make mistakes

we all have something that we wished we could change

Im running im crawling im staggering im falling

im changing and shaping im lost and im breaking

I am more than my mistakes yes i can change

to stand we had to fall to walk we had to crawl

Im just living my life trying to do whats right

if i put it in a song will i feel like i belong

will i find my purpose will i change my ways

when im dead and gone will they remember my name

sometimes you can read a person from the lines on their face

we thought we had the answers but were running in place

were all running from something i see it everyday

if home is where the heart is than why am i out of place

im running im crawling im staggering im falling

im changing im shaping im lost and im breaking

i am more than my mistakes yes i can change

to stand we had to crawl to learn to walk we first learned to crawl

been living my life just trying to do whats right

if i put it in a song will i feel less alone

will i find my purpose will i change my ways

will i find myself before its too late

its a neverending story in a neverending way

if nothing lasts forever will u love me today

we all run from something i see it everyday

i trade the lessions for the heartache

blame heartache for the change

im running im crawling im staggering and falling

changing and shaping no longer lost nor will i brake

I am more than my mistakes yes i can change 

to stand we had to fall to walk we had to crawl

all music and words by Jay Williams

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https://linktr.ee/Shadowplayband

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