Dementia

Sky High on adrenaline

My mind speaks faster than you can pretend

I'm a lost person a wondered soul

I use expression without control

I am what i am and i can pretend

I'm not a person and i'm not a friend

Well maybe i'm not what i pretend to be

But i lost emotion when you began to speak

Your sharper than the sharpest blade

But I lie in the bed we have made

I'll pretend there's a reason to care

But without reason no i won't be there

I am what i am and i can pretend

Well i'm not a person and i'm not a friend

Well maybe i'm not what i pretend to be

But i lost emotion when you began to speak

All music and words by Jay Williams

SHADOWPLAY

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Change My Ways

Its a neverending story

In a neverending town

Im running on empty and I feel a little down

If nothing lasts forever in a neverending way
will someone write my story before its too late

Im running im falling im staggering and crawling

Im changing im shaping im lost and im breaking

I am more than my mistakes I feel i can change

to stand you had to fall to walk we had to crawl

Im just living my life trying to do whats right

If i put it in a song will i feel less alone

will i find my purpose will i change my ways

when my time is up will they remember my name

Its another small town its another long day

the people here are tired you can see it in their face

were all running from something i see it everyday

we all fall down we all make mistakes

we all have something that we wished we could change

Im running im crawling im staggering im falling

im changing and shaping im lost and im breaking

I am more than my mistakes yes i can change

to stand we had to fall to walk we had to crawl

Im just living my life trying to do whats right

if i put it in a song will i feel like i belong

will i find my purpose will i change my ways

when im dead and gone will they remember my name

sometimes you can read a person from the lines on their face

we thought we had the answers but were running in place

were all running from something i see it everyday

if home is where the heart is than why am i out of place

im running im crawling im staggering im falling

im changing im shaping im lost and im breaking

i am more than my mistakes yes i can change

to stand we had to crawl to learn to walk we first learned to crawl

been living my life just trying to do whats right

if i put it in a song will i feel less alone

will i find my purpose will i change my ways

will i find myself before its too late

its a neverending story in a neverending way

if nothing lasts forever will u love me today

we all run from something i see it everyday

i trade the lessions for the heartache

blame heartache for the change

im running im crawling im staggering and falling

changing and shaping no longer lost nor will i brake

I am more than my mistakes yes i can change 

to stand we had to fall to walk we had to crawl

all music and words by Jay Williams

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There is no pain behind her eyes
there is no shame inside her mind
i sadly follow all your lies
it was a shame to kept you by my side

This generation is nothing but weak and filled with greed
we let a little green piece of paper
decide our wants and needs
your egotistical wants and needs
are getting in the way of who your suppose to be
Wake up, America! wake up America
your damnation our damnation is based upon your greed

Behind this smile that scared my pride
unlike the hurt we hold inside
I sadly follow all your lies
now I'm ashamed to kept you by my side

This generation is nothing but weak and filled with greed
we let a little green piece of paper
decide our wants and needs
your egotistical wants and needs
are getting in the way of who your suppose to be
Wake up, America! wake up America
your damnation our damnation is based upon your greed
is based upon our greed

J Williams

Shadowplay

All music and words written and performed by J Williams

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