Loaded jaded pistol 

You spread your wings like an angel And your legs like a w****

 She said that she loved me but that she desired someone more 

All your lies couldn't save you and the blame made you more guilty

 As your friends turn against you I cut the mother f****** cord 

Now that I'm falling towards the ground, I hear The whispers and the lies 

I feel the wind up against me as my heart starts to die 

You promise forever but forever was a lie 

You couldn't save me from your own confused desire

 Jaded Crystal lying dead on the floor 

You're loaded pistol always coming back for more 

Daddy's little angel turned into a w****  a temptation just to fill the void 

She's in love with my poison always  doing anything for more 

Jaded Crystal lying dead on the floor

Shes a loaded pistol doing anything for more

All music and lyrics by J Williams

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Dementia

Sky High on adrenaline

My mind speaks faster than you can pretend

I'm a lost person a wondered soul

I use expression without control

I am what i am and i can pretend

I'm not a person and i'm not a friend

Well maybe i'm not what i pretend to be

But i lost emotion when you began to speak

Your sharper than the sharpest blade

But I lie in the bed we have made

I'll pretend there's a reason to care

But without reason no i won't be there

I am what i am and i can pretend

Well i'm not a person and i'm not a friend

Well maybe i'm not what i pretend to be

But i lost emotion when you began to speak

All music and words by Jay Williams

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