Too many fails from not trying to change that which is obvious. Trying to maintain the normal of things that have abrupt endings. Over and over again; stepping on the same foot needed to move forward. Crawling to proceed where only those that stand belong. Strength has no meaning. Knowledge has no power. Understanding has no ground. Solid. Unbreakable. Time slowly turns eternal in the unyielding cycle of forever. My head hurts. I can't break through this wall with the frontal lobe of my crani...
