I figured I would type this somewhere as my way of working through whatever is going on in my mind. Natasha says I keep so much to myself and when I burst, there are lot of innocent victims. She is right. I need to let out more. Maybe it will help. These last 11 months, I have probably experienced the lowest I have ever been because of stress, pressure, disappointments, not eating or drinking any fluids because I wanted to get things done PERFECTLY. Sometimes I felt things weren’t going the r...