I was really, really looking forward to Coachella, mostly so I could get this big weight off my chest of asking my girlfriend to marry me. It wasn’t easy, all the planning, the plotting, and the scheming. But, it was easy actually. I hadn’t taken my pills in days so my mind was off to the races. I also wasn’t doing my daily meditation practice that was ascribed to me by my guru. I was tired and in bed, lonely. But, I realized on a drive back from MMA the practice that I do that I wasn’t worth...