I fear moving forward, I feel a very strong force of resistance that keeps me from going forward. I feel stuck again and again, again and again. I have not been able to perform or produce much for a long time. It has been almost two years of blockage. I feel low and down, disappointed in myself and my business partner. I feel betrayed by my ex-boyfriend. I have come to realize how cheap that relationship was. I feel used and dumped, and of course, there is the saying that I am playing the vic...