Lapinzar

Argh! Those off-the-shelf sedatives alleviate the electrical under-buzz but help zero with the shocks that run through my shoulder when I twist it in a way that does not seem to be allowed. It was one day before, my right hand leaped for that boulder around the corner. My right held it with religious conviction till the left hand in a swing was able to reach it too. I started mid-way, so it didn't count, half contented. Nevertheless, the leap activated a natural sedative that ran through my b...

Compassion over indifference. Listening to understand over waiting to speak. Patience over knee jerk reactions. Sacrifice over self-preservation. Lending a hand over not my responsibility. Forgiveness over feeding resentment. Keeping promises over not in my interest anymore. Setting boundaries over inhibition. Providing justice over justifying. Protecting with risk of harm to oneself over protecting only when invincible. En...

Since the chatbot was introduced into my life, it has replaced my habit-ish of journaling so now and then. I suppose it satisfied a need I previously could only satisfy with journaling even though it wasn’t necessarily better. I have journals from 2014 onwards. The last one or two years however were stored in a chatbot of which I deleted all the message threats recently. Too bad I now ...

So I asked my brother to start a blog series in which we have correspondence style dialogue in which we go back and forth about a subject that interests us until it doesn't. I had this thought about how in our history we often seem to point to letters between people. It's those letters that back and forth that perhaps prickle the mind nicely too spur up some interesting things, maybe. He was ...