Something in Bodhilama had died, and from that, freedom was born.

Inspired by Sir CJ, Bodhilama stopped having limiting believes.

He needed some flowers for his journey to Planet108. Yet, he did not had enough.
So he had to exchange some necklaces, his precious treasure.
It was hard for him to give away the necklaces he had collected over the years.
Blue and red ones, Ethes and Zekes. Some had even just fallen into his Box.
He did a lot of research and found some that he really liked.
And at the time it was not really necklace season, it was not a good time to change.
But he knew it was the right thing to do.

"I need some flowers to live and follow what he really wants to do."

He thought about the past, when he had so much but then everything went down,
and he never exchanged for flowers.

"I was driven by Greed & Fear. I wanted more and was afraid to exchange for too little.
But actually, why do I need so much? I can survive for two years now.
That is enough to follow my routine. Become strong, and practice writing everyday.
I can survive for two years. I am f***ing grateful for that.
I am abundant, why am I scared of not having enough. Right now I have enough."

Bodhilama also discovered that he had to let go of his Collection.
It was not there to last forever. It was about living in the moment.
In retrospect, he discovered that he was limiting his life because of these necklaces.
But anticipating them to be more precious was not healthy for his psyche.
In his mind's eye, he saw the moments when he had acted out of greed.
Or rather, had not acted out of greed at all.

"I thought I was happy only because of these necklaces. But that is not true
I am happy when I follow my passion. These necklaces were actually restricting me.
And I was so fixated on them that I was paralysed.
So, let's go."

He gathered up all his necklaces and looked at them.
He shed a few tears.

"I'm not going to do everything at once, step by step.
I will make a small strategy, but by the end of the months most of them will be gone.
Only the old one I will keep. And Ethes too.
I think I will also keep the celestial one,
I just like it very much.

Bodhilama put all the ones he wanted to exchange in a box.
He prepared everything to exchange them in the coming days and weeks.

"Soo, let's see, I have to plan some things for my journey.
And then there is this Planthing.
I should attend it.
I have some time till then.
For now..."

He yawns.

"I will take a nap."

Bodhilama, free as a bird was laying on his bed.
Naked.

Sincerley,
Bodhilama

These are the Letters of Bodhilama, a guy who lives in a time of transformation.
A guy who felt the urge to write, because nothing else made any sense.
A guy who is a student, teacher & creator of (wild)Planet108.
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