For over 20 years I have been drinking way too much alcohol. I’ve had too many blackouts, too many arguments, too many mistakes and regrets. Enough is enough. While writing this post I am drinking a very large glass of red wine. I’ve already had a large straight Vodka and three cans of beer. After this large glass of wine I have a new bottle primed … I won’t go to bed until the bottle is empty. Unless I fall asleep on the sofa in a stupa, there never is anything left in the bottle. I’m ashame...