first of all, i can't believe i haven't seen anyone use this post title yet. secondly, yes, i know that a quarter of the year has already gone by. sue me.at this moment, i'm 29 years old.i'll turn 30 in October. and—if i'm being honest—i've never thought i'd make it to 30. a part of me still isn't convinced. i always thought i'd end up killing myself before i got there. depression is a real bitch, and for as long as long as i can remember i haven&a...