Year 2018, I was having my first sound recording on my phone. I barely use any apps on my phone so I was quite shock to use the recorder to talk about how my heart feel about what I am doing everyday back then. I used to write journals but that particular day, I was so tired and empty after a completion of a project. I barely have energy to socialize, to do something loving and pleasing to myself, and I just can't find any energy else but to click on the voice recorder and cried out loud...