translated from french Fu, I'm tired. I want to feel good again... I can't sleep anymore. I always feel bad. I can't bear it anymore. What's wrong with me. I don't trust my body anymore. I'm not safe. I need help. Nobody can help me... — April 2019**I wrote this during a panic attack. It started in January 2018 and happened regularly, multiple times a week and for more than a year and a half. During this article I will try to write down how I experienced them and...