I know exactly what I want, but I don't try. What does it feel like to work for what you like? I don't know! It seems like there is a humble self which has overcome that dazzling and bright self. Why do I have low self-esteem? Because of my looks? Because of character? Because of my family background? These things I can obviously rely on, why in the end became a burden instead? I don't know, I don't know. I always worry that I will be in an awkward situation, the only vall...

I know exactly what I want, but I don't try. What does it feel like to work for what you like? I don't know! It seems like there is a humble self which has overcome that dazzling and bright self. Why do I have low self-esteem? Because of my looks? Because of character? Because of my family background? These things I can obviously rely on, why in the end became a burden instead? I don't know, I don't know. I always worry that I will be in an awkward situation, the only vall...