Today I work from home and join a meeting at 9am about a potential exploit in the project. I get up 10 mins before the call. With 5 hours of sleep, I can hardly think. However, I have the fear if I don’t speak up, they will remove me from the meeting next time thinking I’m not contributing.

In this company there’s a really blur line of responsibilities and authority. You can easily get ride of a responsibility while it’s the same for losing the authority. I’m not good at getting away from responsibility (learning tho) but also not good at playing power. So I listen carefully and give my suggestions, consolidate everyone’s opinions to a conclusion.

It’s a tough job. Yet no one sees it. Thankfully it ends in 30 mins. I go back in bed, set up an alarm, want to get some rest before the meetings in the afternoon.

I’m in bed but can’t stop thinking about the exploit. “Maybe there are more risks than we thought?” I roll over, “What will happen if someone found it?”

An hour passed and I just can’t fall asleep.

I grab my phone and open pronhub, pick a video under Toys category, and start masturbate. As bad as the quality of the porn, I have my climax.

At a moment I felt good, the tiny moment, I was grateful of the flexibility the company gives me. Do they even know all of their employees are home not working but masturbating? I have the luxury to be in bed watching afternoon sunlight running through my room on a Thursday, I love my job.

After the tiny moment, I realized the pleasure of orgasm didn’t make it easier to fall asleep, so I gave up and sit back on my workstation. Started to work.

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Today I work from home and join a meeting at 9am about a potential exploit in the project. I get up 10 mins before the call. With 5 hours of sleep, I can hardly think. However, I have the fear if I don’t speak up, they will remove me from the meeting next time thinking I’m not contributing.

In this company there’s a really blur line of responsibilities and authority. You can easily get ride of a responsibility while it’s the same for losing the authority. I’m not good at getting away from responsibility (learning tho) but also not good at playing power. So I listen carefully and give my suggestions, consolidate everyone’s opinions to a conclusion.

It’s a tough job. Yet no one sees it. Thankfully it ends in 30 mins. I go back in bed, set up an alarm, want to get some rest before the meetings in the afternoon.

I’m in bed but can’t stop thinking about the exploit. “Maybe there are more risks than we thought?” I roll over, “What will happen if someone found it?”

An hour passed and I just can’t fall asleep.

I grab my phone and open pronhub, pick a video under Toys category, and start masturbate. As bad as the quality of the porn, I have my climax.

At a moment I felt good, the tiny moment, I was grateful of the flexibility the company gives me. Do they even know all of their employees are home not working but masturbating? I have the luxury to be in bed watching afternoon sunlight running through my room on a Thursday, I love my job.

After the tiny moment, I realized the pleasure of orgasm didn’t make it easier to fall asleep, so I gave up and sit back on my workstation. Started to work.

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