September 15th, 2022 “Ginny”
a girl crying to a woman, fancy industrial style office, photo realistic, interior design shot, very high detailed, cinematic lightingToday one of the designers reached out and wanted to talk to me, I immediately felt it must be something bad, and I was right. She complains about another team member, let’s call her Ginny. Yeah it’s Ginny again, everyone knows about her, every company has a Ginny. So Ginny’s not supporting her work and arbitrarily decided to cancel her project. While I feel it...
August 31st, 2022 “Semi-Holiday”
Interior of a fancy office, industrial style, a girl sitting at a corner, laptop, stationary, very high detailed, cinematic lighting, hyperrealistic, 8kDespite the unwillingness I worked 12 hours. Cancelled my yoga class and eye doctor appointment. I thought I’m taking care of myself, but I just can’t stand seeing my tasks piling up and overdue. Should I have a “Semi-Holiday”? Recently my genius colleague invented a “semi holiday” thingy. She’s travelling to Europe and claims she will work re...
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September 15th, 2022 “Ginny”
a girl crying to a woman, fancy industrial style office, photo realistic, interior design shot, very high detailed, cinematic lightingToday one of the designers reached out and wanted to talk to me, I immediately felt it must be something bad, and I was right. She complains about another team member, let’s call her Ginny. Yeah it’s Ginny again, everyone knows about her, every company has a Ginny. So Ginny’s not supporting her work and arbitrarily decided to cancel her project. While I feel it...
August 31st, 2022 “Semi-Holiday”
Interior of a fancy office, industrial style, a girl sitting at a corner, laptop, stationary, very high detailed, cinematic lighting, hyperrealistic, 8kDespite the unwillingness I worked 12 hours. Cancelled my yoga class and eye doctor appointment. I thought I’m taking care of myself, but I just can’t stand seeing my tasks piling up and overdue. Should I have a “Semi-Holiday”? Recently my genius colleague invented a “semi holiday” thingy. She’s travelling to Europe and claims she will work re...
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Today I went to a weight loss clinic with 2 close friends. I’ve been eaten less to dropped from 140 lbs to 132 lbs in 2 weeks. Not sure why didn’t I just make the starting number worse so the result of the weight loss plan looks better. Guess I just don’t want to be embarrassed even in a clinic, in front of my dear friends.
I arrived at 7. A lady handed me a form. Illness history, weight loss history, exercise habit, medicine allergy, etc. Then she took us upstairs to measure the weight, and of course not only that, body fat, water ratio, muscle, and visceral fat.
They asked us to download an app and sign up. It connects to the scale to log all the data. (What a wonderful way to send my personal body measurements to the cloud!) And then there was a questionnaire with questions like do you have sleepless nights, are you anxious, do you use eating to release your stress, things like that. I have all of that.
Then a so-called “consultant” led us to a small room, ask us one by one about our diet, work, sleep habit. She strongly against me eating snack 7 times a week after 10pm, well, it makes sense. Just… it’s almost 2 hours, can we get it over with quickly?
I mean, I know you are all right. We should eat less carb at night, we should go to bed earlier. However, you yourself are not… slim at all, not… convincing at all, because you are kind of fat, I mean, as a consultant in a weight loss clinic, don’t they at least filter this?
By the time I finally got to meet the doctor, it was 15 pass 9. The doctor didn’t seem to read the results of the questionnaire nor the notes from the consultant, he just see my body fat (29%), asked if I want it to be lower (yes), he asked if I have difficulty falling asleep (yes), then, that’s it.
While the questions were answered by the consultant and I’m sure she sent him the note, he didn’t read it, instead he asked me a few questions, and prescribed me a set of medicine. I finally realized all the conversations the consultant had with us is just to build up the feeling of professionalism, so they can sell us more medicine.
And we were right. The lady added some extra supplements on top of the prescription, and, it’s super expensive. Hey, it’s not what I heard. I asked the friend recommended this place he said don’t buy anything more than the doctor’s prescription.
It’s funny. I guess the doctor’s prescription is good because this shop is very famous. However, what really make this shop a fortune is all the extra supplements. I hate the fat lady. Can I sue her?
Btw although I didn’t mention my work, I’m still very depressed today, didn’t want to work at all but I still work all day. Every seconds I want to jump from 13 floors but I still sit in front of my computer cleaning up sh*t. Please at least let me reach my goal of 116 lbs in 3 months then I’ll be fine!

Today I went to a weight loss clinic with 2 close friends. I’ve been eaten less to dropped from 140 lbs to 132 lbs in 2 weeks. Not sure why didn’t I just make the starting number worse so the result of the weight loss plan looks better. Guess I just don’t want to be embarrassed even in a clinic, in front of my dear friends.
I arrived at 7. A lady handed me a form. Illness history, weight loss history, exercise habit, medicine allergy, etc. Then she took us upstairs to measure the weight, and of course not only that, body fat, water ratio, muscle, and visceral fat.
They asked us to download an app and sign up. It connects to the scale to log all the data. (What a wonderful way to send my personal body measurements to the cloud!) And then there was a questionnaire with questions like do you have sleepless nights, are you anxious, do you use eating to release your stress, things like that. I have all of that.
Then a so-called “consultant” led us to a small room, ask us one by one about our diet, work, sleep habit. She strongly against me eating snack 7 times a week after 10pm, well, it makes sense. Just… it’s almost 2 hours, can we get it over with quickly?
I mean, I know you are all right. We should eat less carb at night, we should go to bed earlier. However, you yourself are not… slim at all, not… convincing at all, because you are kind of fat, I mean, as a consultant in a weight loss clinic, don’t they at least filter this?
By the time I finally got to meet the doctor, it was 15 pass 9. The doctor didn’t seem to read the results of the questionnaire nor the notes from the consultant, he just see my body fat (29%), asked if I want it to be lower (yes), he asked if I have difficulty falling asleep (yes), then, that’s it.
While the questions were answered by the consultant and I’m sure she sent him the note, he didn’t read it, instead he asked me a few questions, and prescribed me a set of medicine. I finally realized all the conversations the consultant had with us is just to build up the feeling of professionalism, so they can sell us more medicine.
And we were right. The lady added some extra supplements on top of the prescription, and, it’s super expensive. Hey, it’s not what I heard. I asked the friend recommended this place he said don’t buy anything more than the doctor’s prescription.
It’s funny. I guess the doctor’s prescription is good because this shop is very famous. However, what really make this shop a fortune is all the extra supplements. I hate the fat lady. Can I sue her?
Btw although I didn’t mention my work, I’m still very depressed today, didn’t want to work at all but I still work all day. Every seconds I want to jump from 13 floors but I still sit in front of my computer cleaning up sh*t. Please at least let me reach my goal of 116 lbs in 3 months then I’ll be fine!
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