ADSeptember 15th, 2022 “Ginny”
a girl crying to a woman, fancy industrial style office, photo realistic, interior design shot, very high detailed, cinematic lightingToday one of the designers reached out and wanted to talk to me, I immediately felt it must be something bad, and I was right. She complains about another team member, let’s call her Ginny. Yeah it’s Ginny again, everyone knows about her, every company has a Ginny. So Ginny’s not supporting her work and arbitrarily decided to cancel her project. While I feel it...
ADAugust 31st, 2022 “Semi-Holiday”
Interior of a fancy office, industrial style, a girl sitting at a corner, laptop, stationary, very high detailed, cinematic lighting, hyperrealistic, 8kDespite the unwillingness I worked 12 hours. Cancelled my yoga class and eye doctor appointment. I thought I’m taking care of myself, but I just can’t stand seeing my tasks piling up and overdue. Should I have a “Semi-Holiday”? Recently my genius colleague invented a “semi holiday” thingy. She’s travelling to Europe and claims she will work re...
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ADSeptember 15th, 2022 “Ginny”
a girl crying to a woman, fancy industrial style office, photo realistic, interior design shot, very high detailed, cinematic lightingToday one of the designers reached out and wanted to talk to me, I immediately felt it must be something bad, and I was right. She complains about another team member, let’s call her Ginny. Yeah it’s Ginny again, everyone knows about her, every company has a Ginny. So Ginny’s not supporting her work and arbitrarily decided to cancel her project. While I feel it...
ADAugust 31st, 2022 “Semi-Holiday”
Interior of a fancy office, industrial style, a girl sitting at a corner, laptop, stationary, very high detailed, cinematic lighting, hyperrealistic, 8kDespite the unwillingness I worked 12 hours. Cancelled my yoga class and eye doctor appointment. I thought I’m taking care of myself, but I just can’t stand seeing my tasks piling up and overdue. Should I have a “Semi-Holiday”? Recently my genius colleague invented a “semi holiday” thingy. She’s travelling to Europe and claims she will work re...
Hi I'm AD, I want to log my daily feelings and thoughts to the cyber space.
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Had steak for dinner. It’s the second day of our diet with Peggy and Huell. With the help of the magical Chinese medicine, we are not hungry at all, and a touch of steak is perfect. No carb in the evening is easy.
Today I interviewed a girl with exotropia and one of her eyes is blind. She’s here for the sales assistant job. Looks like she can tolerate much more than usual people, work really hard, low self-esteem. She even said she’s willing to clean up restroom if necessary.
It’s my first time to see a disability at workspace. She claims she will do everything to get the job. And hope it’s stable. And she doesn’t ask for much salary. Is it a plus? I’m not sure. And she looks very depressed, obviously she’s not living a good life.
After the interview I told Peggy I need to consult a psychiatrist because I have all the symptoms for depression. And it’s been like this for a while. Worse after this interview.
Do you remember when you were young and jumping on the jumping bed? When you fall down, because all others are still jumping, you just can’t get up. Life is exactly like this.
When I see someone said you should value your life, I really don’t think so. I just hope there’s a way to die easily because I don’t even have the courage to commit suicide in a violent way. If only there was a button to end all of this.
Life is hard.
Had steak for dinner. It’s the second day of our diet with Peggy and Huell. With the help of the magical Chinese medicine, we are not hungry at all, and a touch of steak is perfect. No carb in the evening is easy.
Today I interviewed a girl with exotropia and one of her eyes is blind. She’s here for the sales assistant job. Looks like she can tolerate much more than usual people, work really hard, low self-esteem. She even said she’s willing to clean up restroom if necessary.
It’s my first time to see a disability at workspace. She claims she will do everything to get the job. And hope it’s stable. And she doesn’t ask for much salary. Is it a plus? I’m not sure. And she looks very depressed, obviously she’s not living a good life.
After the interview I told Peggy I need to consult a psychiatrist because I have all the symptoms for depression. And it’s been like this for a while. Worse after this interview.
Do you remember when you were young and jumping on the jumping bed? When you fall down, because all others are still jumping, you just can’t get up. Life is exactly like this.
When I see someone said you should value your life, I really don’t think so. I just hope there’s a way to die easily because I don’t even have the courage to commit suicide in a violent way. If only there was a button to end all of this.
Life is hard.
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